...if love was red then she was colourblind. All her friends have be tried for treason, and crimes that were never defined.
quite catchy one that one. not related to me at all, incase of concern....

new line.
This is my last whole day in Oz til next year! my flight is tomorrow at 3pm and eight hours later i'll be hot and sweaty in malaysia truely danger! wahahaha!
Today is beautiful!
So I hope you grow and get better and become a walking challenge for me on my return. Hope you get braver and stronger and more enduring. Hope life treats you well or that you fight it if it doesn't. Hope you make more friends or bring friends closer. I hope you know your better than complaining and that appreciation for the smallest things is a source of joy.

There is something else meaningless that occurs on earth: righteous men who get what the wicked deserve, and wicked men who get what the righteous deserve. This too, I say, is meaningless. So I commend the enjoyment of life, because nothing is better for a man under the sun than to eat and drink and be glad. Then joy will accompany him in his work all the days of the life God has given him under the sun.

-ecclesiates8:14&15

I hope you dance!
love you plenty!

seriously guys, i cant remember having that much fun....well i can, but not within the last couple of weeks! I LOVE YOU GUYS! seriously!
what's better than having your last exam and then going to see ya besties, getting totally flabbergasted by the awesomeness of God when we seek Him, to the point when the air feels thick and everyone's given it their sweaty all! To then go out at 11:45pm to a carwash to wash a dirty white integra typeR, meeting mish, being embraced like ive been missed (i want to see you again). Then laughing as pasta gets drenched, then laughing as i get drenched! Getting overpowered because i've the strength of the stereotypical girl, getting drenched summore, fighting back...getting drenched summore. Then being given an overgrown jacket because apparently i dont look decent, in fact i look like ive just taken a shower and forgotten to take my clothes off, its strange because im soaking wet inside and im wearing a quite-dry jacket. how did it happen? I don't know, it's the strangest thing?! I don't know, it's the strangest thing! Run across the road to Maccas (those 5 seconds of running across the road were amazing, i dont know why, like i was wild and free and life was mine to make what i wanted with it, alongside friends -who could ask for more?), simple, see people we know, my neighbour, Pasta's childhood bestie. yeapp, the wets leave- i take pasta; the dries leave-tb takes bear. it feels like ive just lived. like i've lived and yesterday was as full as potential would have it! That, friends, makes me happy!

I got home at 1, a half an hour later than i said i would return. I cant even apologise because i wouldnt mean it, im not sorry at all, i just had the time of my life!

Refuge

I play the part of the unfaithful lover, again reconciled. Over and over.
"I love you," said I, "I will be faithful" over and over.
"I love you," said He, "I will forgive you" over and over.
Now unto Him who is able to Love regardless...

And she said “Think your romantic thoughts and speak your words of life, the world is not going to get any better.”
To which was replied “It could get worse if everybody thought like that.”
“Wishful thinking and reminiscing…could it help the future? Could it even help yourself?”
Still another, “What you don’t know won’t hurt your spontaneity.”

I’ll do what I can, forget bitter, forget ignorance, forget obsessive optimism. I’ve still got my gut feelings, my comfort, my hope, my God. So I’ve got ample reason to smile on till Kingdom come! :D

(And the world is what we make it anyway!)

A gold ring, another pair shoes to walk in, a little more interuptions, and double edged swords.
This has been the bundle of happenings of this past week and i feel it will last a little longer. That, along with mildly reckless driving (mildly...thats where it starts isn't it, no excuses I know, or should anyway).

yea, the geek in the pink.
yea, make me wonder.

strike up the band and make the fireflies dance, silver moon's sparkling...so?
partners for life are overrated and underestimated.
God, I never knew a love like this before...when you said "I love them" i just about died.

sleeep all day, i swear i could. no, i couldnt but i'd pretend to if you were to sing it to me. sleeep all, sleep all day!. today? today suggests chelsea beach and the journey to in a convertable. top down, dust flying into eyes just to feel that flying sensation, just to feel more free unnecessarily. but that's life nowadays, majority unnecessity. Today suggests small company, small talk, and short mentions of important feelings or happenings. Today calls for imagination, for wonder and greeeen!! Today wants to jump. we'd be accepted by today.

And then on the way back, to have dusk fly into our faces, to have the wind flying with us, pushing our travel into the horizon or something. you'd say "heeeeeeeey!!" i'd say "yes?" she'd say "here!" and turn the radio up and we'd all sing alonnng with more passion than could be captured. then one by one, we'd all go home, i'd say goodbye as if i'd never be able to say it again. And then i'd drive home, observing as much beauty as i could whilst driving home. be acknowledged by family on returning, sit outside for a little watching the waterfeature and then retire to some embracing unconsciousness...and dream of what tomorrow's today wants.

I LOOOVEEEE JASON MRAZ!
If you've got the poison I've got the remedy! I'm yourrrssss!!!

wahahaha. anyhoo, wats to say? I think I'm beating up my greeen monster, although still getting beaten too... i'll win, I know it. Like I'm gonna let some jealousy get the best of me? no, its not over my "love". no, im not even in love! so HAH!

I have a $7 library fine, because I borrowed a laptop and didn't know you get it free for only 3 hours...i think i mightv'e gone a 6 or something :D

brilliant...im poor. i squandered my money today...on feeding myself...i've spent about $5....cant believe it! wahaha, how hopelesss..im gonan nap now. because I'm tired and I think i tackled my first exam well enough. I have a folio, art folio due tomorrow at 5pm...apparently its a killer...they think I'm screwed...I think I'm a'right!

see, next week, though I still have 2 exams...I might act as if it'd over, cos by the time this crazy week is over...i might be over exams too...i'll let you know! tired....this will lack interest (aka, colour and random fonts and sizes) just because im tired and im going to sleep on the couch now...

roses read
tell of violets, blue
who wouldve known (so early)?
i'd be missing you.
fighhhhttt it fight it fight it, fight you
STTTEEAAAAKKKKK!!!! wahahaha! woohooo! iwantotellyou,
LOVE YOU iwantogetover,.mbineedyoutoomuch
SUPERRRSTARS!! iwantyourhelp.
"I think it turned ten o'clock but I don't really know And I can't remember caring for an hour or so Started crying and I couldn't stop myself I started running but there's no where to run to
I sat down on the street, took a look at myself Said where you going man, you know the world is headed for hell? Say your goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to"
-matchbox twenty legends, addictive song! LETS SEE HOW FAR WE'VE COME! LET'S SEE HOW FAR WE'VE COME!