smiOLe!! hi5 and a century egg?

and it only appears hopeless
dont settle for it
challenge it...

push through the mirage
reality's sweeter
freedom is...here
dance with me, C
lead and i'll follow
smile me an aroma
u smellin' great
i need to give it more to you
give it all for truth
LOVE. brilliant, crimson, both.

the droplets collect and it all comes together....

you've been shot...

your not dead

get up and fight!

so, what can i say. im torn between working hard and enjoying spring nights. tho i must say I NEED A LOOOOOONG metal ruler....anybody? please!! pleaseeeeeeee!! bahh humbug!!

i have spraypaint *beams**.....and its reallly really reallly kool.....and i got a new thingo of white fabo fabric paint too!!! and mum's gonna sew my pants back up cos theres a hole init, so i can wear it to the wedding this saturday!! yay!!! and then i need somethin to wear to next satday's wedding....hmmmmmm. and and, things are looking up. if i dont focus on the little black dot, it stays as a little black dot, and u know what? it might even go away!! but i needa start on chem and methods and english and wood and do alotta viscom... JOSS i need the fotos!!

i havent showered today yet. and i needa go now and take a shower and go back to viscom.
but theres so much, so much i wanna tell u.

El Shaddai-Rock Eternal-Everlasting Peace...thank you

When this water flows down from the side of

Only you

Can you take

Everything that I am holding on to

Tightly

And all this love will

Crash just like you say

Cause your love it will wash hearts away

This time the world hurts, we're looking for

Words to say

Show me the meaning of Love

Show me the secrets of life

And I'll crash in the rain,

Your love is all I need

Can I change all I am, can I build a legacy

When I see everything that it was,

Was never what I needed?

When, When you take,

Will you take my heart away

Cause I need what you just have to say

This time the world hurts we're looking for

Words to say

Show me the meaning of Love
Show me the secrets of life
And I'll crash in the rain,
Your love is all I need

When the window's closed, but the curtains blow

And the paintings done,

You still see through

So will search my heart, I can rest my eyes

All this broken sight,

Just can see you

When the window's closed, but the curtains blow

And the paintings done,

You still see through

When they stand surround,

They all fight the rain

But I will see it's just a frame

Show me the meaning of Love

Show me the secrets of life

And I'll crash in the rain, Your love is all I need

-falling up-arafax deep-crashings

touches of blue and changes everything

it didnt sound much like i cared, i kno. my bad. i think i held back. but i do. but thats over now. ive let go, but thank you for being in my life.

dear survivor,
last night, i loved listening to you play the piano, u've come a long way, i admire you so much. i kno u read this sometimes, but yea, trust me, when skool's over i'll be coming over alot!! im gonna miss ya! not that ur really leaving. ur a beaut person, and i dunno where id be without ya. God bless ya in everything u do! ur amazing, please keep seeking Him, be sensitive....thank you.

-love nic

can you read the rainbow? promise the hail you'll dance thru its thunder, i dare you i dare you to dance. watch the nightsky, patience will reward you and you'll ride the shooting stars, we'll meet at the horizon. so buttercups and coral splendor, close your eyes and time surrenders. dont miss the sound of sighing seas. the waves crash over rocks that cant bleed. know that falling, falling is free, embrace it is waiting for me...breathe.

...so teach me

by the tree. by the tree. they are the new sound for me!
so i will fight you. who said love was just submitting to pain? its cos i love ya. the otherday was the last day of bleeding and the first defense. let glory. l e t gLORY. please trust me. oH LORD, strengthen him.
your strong, we'll pray, healing begins.

if i sound confused i am. there is...so much?
and its so rough?
but i can barely breathe, its exhilerating!!
exciting [to say the least]
its so LOUD, i cant quite make it out
so much noise. listen for the quiet...

the MoRNing was f r e s h
the mourning wont last
breathe in Your fire
teach me a new dance
Whisper Old Love
free-fall besides
i think i learn better lookin' into your eyes...

selfish me.i stopped trying cos it hurt.u were so heavy.and i was tired.and i got selfish.now its goodbye. please...i love you.im sorry...i love you