hold on to the sound, love's voice

the sun set. majestic. the stars rose. joy. laughter sweets. aroma's assuring. and i found myself lost in your love. i lost myself found in your arms.

the rocks,
they are there
smoothed over by a stream
cascading from a height
thundering down
freefalling silently
awesome and impossible
misty yet defiant
graceful and destructive
let me go,
i will thrust myself into the freedom
where hurt and peace collide
so long status quo
i think i just let go

...so this is love, lalalala, lalala laa

balance is precarious.

August evenings
bring solemn warnings
to remember
to kiss the ones you love goodnite.

you never know what temporal days may bring
so laugh, love, live free and sing
when life is in discord
Praise ye the Lord

well sung: anberlin. paperthin hymn. versetwo

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...and then there is life,

the blade that so thrillingly exhilarates us and leaves us breathless; threatening to take that which it cannot, but taking whatever it can (only of material).

But the Spirit,

how He dances across the edge of the blade, like moonlight,

can any blade penetrate moonlight?

raCh and 30 seconds and an orange tram; fireflight was fleeting; the morning. the moments, as jagged as they were, held open a door. its stuck halfway, ive become...tolerant to its irritation.

smile. there is still joy. believe. would you believe me if i said that life could be all that you want it to be, today, yeah today. may i have this dance?

and today i saw

and today i soar

yizhou, we wont miss each other, cos we're going to the jazzbars.

please take my hand. lead me on. continue to whisper to me your lovesongs. steady the blade, my arms they grow weary, i need to defend the cause of the needy. and i'll close my eyes, you are assuring! the joy you bring me will be my strength. remind me to breathe. i am not my own.

im learning to take it. i know that we'll make it!

Lift.

think happy thoughts? i thought so. breathe a smile! eye the timtam, jump the fountain, HEREWEGO!!

the grace umbrella

"How can i, your servant, talk with you, my Lord?

My strength is gone and I can hardly breathe"

Again the one who looked like a man touched me and gave me strength.

"Do not be afraid, O man highly esteemed," he said "Peace! Be strong now; be strong."

When he spoke to me, I was strengthened and said "speak, my Lord, since you have given me strength."

DANIEL10:17-20

shout out to sandra(lee)! hope ya recovering well! we're prayin for ya!

STOP. PLEASE LISTEN TO ME!! why do you still try to solve the riddle? ive given you the answer. arogance exhausts the humble soul. here let me carry that, its ridiculously heavy and your tired. 15min powernap could save your life. i told you i would come back to you. listen to me, trust me, please dont do that. wait right here. kitkat? rest your eyes. -save me- concrete&grace.bruises&scars.trophies&memories. life inYour Love.

i signed dui's birthday card and spelt my name wrong...*doh

its bn a looong time!! since ive done so many things...
firstly, talking to you...

"this is what i want to say to you, if i had one chance to speak to your heart..:

...you are loved, more than you could ever know"

bec st. james' new album is pretty hot. but i still want that lazy lounge album more...and nicole nordeman's too. and i feel like singing that dance dance dance in the freedom we know song, cos it makes me wanna dance and jump and go nutts!! so that by the end of the song my legs feel like jello, thus bringing me to my knees in order to subdue the throbs of total exhaustion!!

oke. tuition was really kool today! God bless Alfred! :] wahaahha, his a kool tuitor! and he helped me with my methods n chem hw, and im not so afraid of the sac. and arrrghhhhhhhhhh for english on friday. and then thursdays gonna be everywhere.....

honestly. ive got so much to say and i began to say it...but but, daria's moving house now!! like....NOW now...yes, this very minute and as i type....exactly! my eyes are tired. im chatting to m'lau now. wahahaha, it rhymes.

i weighed myself again! so now im 54kg! yayy!! thats 2 more than last weigh-in...and thats the new record! and my calc's with wez! *phew.....well its more like daria's calc is with wez cos i left it at church....talkn 2 bigFish now...i dunno y i refer to him as bigFish...cos he got swallowed by a bigFish hundreds of yrs ago! wahahaha!

oke.....Dr. Seus.

hey! shout out to dre! its bn ages, but i dunno when we'll getta catch up...but stay alive till then!

n shout out to don! mate, u legend! u dunno how much ya lift me! n yay!! to seeing steve again on sunday! wahahahaha! oh yea. thanx gracey n will...what u guys said on the weekend really hit home!

but yea...im really blessd. and hey, God's really pointed out the big brotherhood He's got surrounding me. and tho sometimes i dont feel all's well, i have pplz 2 fall back on. and hey sister's, tho there are less or more spread out...thanx, i do have comfort in knowing you!

i have to go now! 2moro's a big day! tho i wont know for sure until then. Je meh brosse le daunt. i tried sounding it out, i cant spell in french....but i can speak that one sentence quite well, and i take pride in that!

will ya ever know what it means? i will! i'll let curiosity drive u mad [the way it has, so many times for me:]

rok on!! God bless!!

DONT DO DRUGS!! and save the last dance!