blahalada!

ohhh riiteee!!!

bn goin thru alotta things. little things, but things never the less!!

logic is something i dont have much of, but have too much of. common sence is the same! arrrghhhh, when i think....sometimes it throws God off course, wait. sometimes it throws me off course, cos i start doubting some...and i limit God, cos i try pack his plan into a little take-away box...aint too effective...but im workn on it. LET GO.....mate, how hard can it be? LET IT GO, God told me i was a control freak...i kinda am. doesn it sound scary?? well its evn more scary BEING it!

but God's helpn me thru. He always will be, cos im never gonna get to that perfect mindset, kinda a bumm. but who wants to be perfect anyway??!im lookn at the excellence bar! We can take it!

well....i took down the cross thing...now i got a huge gap that's always been filled b4...that now isnt. wondering whether i should slop a generous glop of paint on it...mb on the holls! OOOHHHH HOLLS SOON!! wooohooooo!!!!!!!! one more week of cmon-nic-study-nic. im gonna pull thru!! wahahah, its pretty CRAZY, i havnt had any sac's yet, 1st one's on tuesday. thats wood, then chem wensday, n english thursday...then friday LAST DAY OF SKOOOL. and a nice neat pile of holl hw!! BRILLIANT!!

hmmmm, my eyes get blurrd too easily again. in a way, its limiting my reading of wateva devotional or the ultimate kool book [bible]. if i wanna read in the morning or at nite, i cant go 2 chapter b4 my eyes start to unfocus...grrrrr, the glasses are meant to help me!! wahaha, well they do help a tonne. just gonna start watchn less tele!! so far iv cut down from about 7 hrs a week to...5? [tv dinners included] ohh yea, and we've also bn havn alotta tv dinners...

dad's bn workn real hard in the garden. i like that about him, he sets himself a project and he'll toil away in the flippin hot day building and finishing whatever he does! and when he finishes it u can see the pride just burst on his face! he can proudly say 'i worked that from scratch and look at it now!' id b lying if i said i wasnt proud too, tho sometime we pay him out for being a showoff, its all good tho.well we got another orchard stand thingy. oOohh another thumbs up to dad! he got a fairly decent array of tools, just enough for the average outdoor handyman! so in the future i dont have to go on a huge tools spree! wahaha, tho id need to take a look into the more delicate equipment, dad aint got much to fancy things down, cos he works on outdoors, wher ya dun need em.

am i rambling? i havnt rambled in ages. i need a rambling buddy...just to let myself loose and just....ramble. i think evry1 needs a rambling buddy, and those who already have one, good on ya! i got alotta rambling budds, i just dont got time to ramble tho...and i should be skoot'n off now! errrmmm, gotta do 2 chem pracs, 2 bunch of set chem questions, dt revision&research, write a couple of prac essays and do whatever truckload of tuition alfred's emailed me!! woohooo, dig in!

but no complaining! i love my subjects, yes...even methods...AND chem...AND english, and wood and vcd *duh. but im gonna have to work my butt off!!! hey, its abit like how i am with God. i love Him, but sometimes the workload is heavy an all...but it all pays out in the end. ya look back n cant stop beamin. evn now, iv done hw 1st term! ive already lapped my last yr! wahaha!

well. rok it on mates! God bless ya'll.
martin luther(i forgot which one) once said: ive got so much work to do today, i better spend 2 hours in prayer instead of one.
what a nutt riite? love it! love you!