"wen u trip, u laugh to hide the embarasment" "oOh is that why ur always laughing?" --_____--"

oke, like i was telln jamee, i think i'll tell u. my health is rapidly dropping. i think my arteries are blocked or something. i feel my airways bloated n stuff, , its hard 2 breathe in hot places and warm places, and yea.....hmmmm, but dont worry, i wont die on u! wahaha. im majorly exagerating. but ive bn feelin real unhealthy lately. iv been completely stuffn my poor self with the junk of this cheap world. ohh bumm. iv bn eatn lotsa hot junk food n lotsa sugar. i think its disintergrating me. eating me up on the inside, slowly, invisibly. abit like how a black hole works. ehehehe n cos im a STARRR it may apply. oOOhhh HIIII STTARRS if ur a star n readn this. u rok!!! lol

hmmmmm...im only allowed to go on the net 3 times this week. its gonan be hard, painful. but i KNO i can pull thru...i think? newayz i wanna watch: MADAGASTA. man it looks sooo goooood!!! man, i wanna do the kids movie marathon!! cos yea, it'd be pretty aws!!! wanna come? i wanna do it sometime inbetween exams, cept mum thinks itsa completely insane idea, lol [and lovn it!] but i didnt hear her say no wen i asked. WAHAHAH, itsa beaut isn it? but i shouldn count on it. tho i think i'll go on the weekend after next. n therer is NO WAYY im stayn home for the whole weekend. i go bombard the movies on sat & bumm bumm bumm. n then on sunday i'll go mornin service n stick around 4 dance n then BUM BUM BUM n then stay 4 wellbeing and then hopefully go out afta that. i dont plan to stay at home!! :]

GUESSS WATTT!! ummm, i lost it. oh bumm! newayz. im cuttn down on the 'u suck's, which is good. so yea, if u hear me sayin 'u suck' tell me to shuusshh oke? deal? sweet. hmmmmmmmmm, man jensun's msg on sunday was soooooooooo rokn!!!!!! man i lovd it!!! I CANT BELIEVE HIS LEAVING!!!! aarrrgghhhh, its sooo insane! mate, we always got pplz leaving. im not questioning God, his stuff is way better, n i guess i'll neva understand. i cant see the big picture, all i can see is that wen pplz get really build up AWS, You [God] call them elswhere. *shrugs. ur will be done. just that no1's gona be able to replace jensun...no1 can replace any1 else. n its always painful saying goodbye to pplz, evn if ur happy 4 em riite? man, really gona miss him! n jo 2!! ohh bumm...i dont think iv told him how aws i think he is. i think i should....

I WANNNA GO TO THE CIRCUS!!!! u kno the circus the really really really koool one??? umm, not the one wit all the clowns n stuff, the one wen their pretty serious, ummm, liek its really beaut! oh bumm i dun evn kno wat its calld. but i really really really wanna go wen they come back around! take me oke? well i guess i dont mind wat circus, but that circus is the one i wanna go realll badd!

I remember when we met, before I was invisible.
I thought I'd play it hard to get, pretend I'm unapproachable.
But somebody else came along and took all the chances that I missed.
Stuck on the sideline I keep thinking 'there she goes'...

Falling like rain...
No, I don't get to hold her tonight.
Falling like rain...
I was pushed to the back of the line.
'Cause even though I need her love and crave her touch,
I guess I wasn't fast enough.
She's falling like rain,
Just not for me.
Not for me, no, no...

Why I took the longest road I'll have to plead insanity.
It's like my pride put on a show and didn't sell a single seat.
While I was talking in riddles, somebody else made perfect sense.
Stuck on the outside I keep thinking 'there she goes'...

Falling like rain...
No, I don't get to hold her tonight.
Falling like rain...
I was pushed to the back of the line. '
Cause even though I need her love and crave her touch,
I guess I wasn't fast enough.
She's falling like rain,
Just not for me. Just not for me.

What do you do, what do you say
when the best thing has passed you by?
Where do you go, how do you know,
if she'll come back another time?

(She's falling like rain) Falling like rain...
(She's falling like rain) Ooh oh oh...
(She's falling like rain) Falling like rain...
(She's falling) She's falling...
(She's falling like) Rain...
(No I dont get to hold her tonight)
Won't get to hold her...
(Falling like rain) Falling like rain...
(I was pushed to the back of the line) Pushed to the back of the line.
(Cause even though I need her love) Need her love...
(and crave her touch) I guess I wasn't fast enough.
(She's falling like rain) Just not for me.
She's falling like rain...

soo newayz, enough of me...howz life 4 u, beaut reader?

oh GOODNESSSSS!! u kno how philly was kinda pickd up by that lil yr 7 chik or something? well now he got "рні׀׀ір L-о-V-з-ѕ Lyийз!" on his nic!! im like DUDE R U KIDN ME. im like:
"who's lynne?"
"that gal"
"WHOOOOAAAA, so shez ya gf now?"
"not yet, patience my friend"
...yada yada, ,asks me if im jealos...PFFFFTTT
newayz, yea, i told him 2 watch it. dwan him makn random chix his gf. man, this guy!! PIMP-to-be!! ohh bumm, i h8 it wen guys du that! well he asked her out n still waitn on reply. but yea, hmmm....u guys dunno who he is...good. ohh bumm, i hope his serious. the last time i remmebr he hadda gf, this otha really cute chik, well it wasn too serious, i askd him later what hapened 2 her n his just like "*shrugs, havn talkd 2 her in ages, i dont think we're bf/gf nemore" i was like....CMON!!! newayz. i really want this guy 2 be carefull, but how 2 i tell him not to jump into things like this [he jus met the gurl like 2 wks ago...or lesss] witout soundn all up-tite? ohh bumm, cos his gona ruin himself if he carries on like this. his 1st gf was at like....yr 5 or 6, dunno... PHILLYYY!!!!

hmmm, jammee wont give me his blogg, his probly readn this now...HI~!! wahahah

ummmm...wat to say??? really needa studdddyyyyyyyyy now. i din study....n mum's kinda dissapointed, i can smell it. oh bumm, i jst cant stand it!!

*sigh....

YOURAWSUM...BEAUT...SMILEeee! :]
rok on!