Life ain't gonna get any better. You are.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

oke.....just had an exam...
paul alan, or alan paul....*shrugs, one or the otha lol....called "shez the reason"
oopz, no it isn. this is craig david. 'world filld wit love'
Saw some pictures in the paper,
of a girl I'd met the day before.
I couldn't believe that hours later,
I had reporters knockin at my door,
But I used to dream about,
the life I'm living now and,
I didn't think I'd miss those things from the past,
and I'm not afraid of leaving,
or letting go of what I had,
cause I realize that now there's no turning back.

[Chorus]
Cause I'm young heart living in a world filled with love,
so when tear drops fall from me like rain from above,
I can brush my troubles away,
know that deep down inside,
I've got sunshine in my life.

I used to think I could get better,
my girlfriends always used to get me wrong.
Some distant messages, love letters,
but those kinda feelings never lasted long.
Cause now the only love I find's within a castle made of sand,
and when the tide goes out it's swept away.
Though I got my peace of mind,
and time is firmly on my side,
and through the bad time I can safely say...

[Chorus]
Cause I'm young heart living in a world filled with love,
so when tear drops fall from me like rain from above,
I can brush my troubles away,
know that deep down inside,
I've got sunshine in my life.

[Music Break]
Ah...now that love's here to stay
I've found a better day to brush my troubles away

[Chorus]

hmmmm talkn 2 dre now......his @ work......oke. we like talkd 4 like n hr or less, probly less i dunno...lol....IM FRYING MY BRAIN....aiii, well that was house fone...but my mob is frfyn my brain masively....lol....
relient k: be my escape

I’ve given up on giving up slowly,
I’m blending in so You won’t even know me
apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention
is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away

And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go,
promise I’m going because

I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going
because

I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess of me
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
and I’ve been locked inside that house
all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go,
promise I’m going because

I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
...So were You

sooo....wadddup? guesss watt?? i needa board....so that i can chuk up stuff....i needa pin board, so that i can keep on pinnin up the things that need prayer....cos this piece of paper is gettn pretty loaded!! i dunno....the whole prayer thing, still tryna grip...

i din 4get nething 4 the exam 2day!!! hmmm, i write too sloww.....n i think 2 sloww too! oh bumm, i betcha its good 4 something!! ma rents want me 2 study...so do my friends, n evry1 who cares more about my studys then me....hmmm. i want me 2 study 2. but its kinda like i dont wana force me 2 become some1 im not....but i can do this, im just got noooooooooo motivation watsoeva. ne1 care 2 motivate me? i dunno...threats do pretty well, but i h8 em, their not very happy...

skool....shmoool...bleh, im too young 2 be thinkn about wat i wanna be wen i grow up!! asif i can see into the future neways!!this whole skooling thing is soooooo stooopid! wahahahah....INSANE











oke. ima offffff now. catchaz!!
...SMILE!!!!!!!!

2 comments:

  1. nik, man.. i love that relient k song, haha.. i so love it.. it's so me!

    hmm, i hear ya with the whole school n study thing.. i guess i just dont do things when i dont feel like doing them, n well, i rarely feel like studying or know what/how to study, n so i just dont.. o_0 we should though!

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