watchd passion of the Christ yestanite....
i watched it. thats all, i watched it.
i closed my eyes at some scenes....
i didnt cry. thats probably my biggest shock....
victor showed us snatches and i cried...
but i watched the whole thing and didnt cry. it didnt feel real.
but all the more, i held myself closer to God, pressed my heart against His and just watched it.
God told me that it was oke that i didnt cry, it didnt make me cruel. or cold or insensitive.
said that it'd be better to be sensitive to His voice rather than to the visuals and goriness.
but it was oke. i preferd the Christ in my heart than just a good lookn face on tv. passion of the Christ wasnt scripted for me. felt strange tho, the whole time watching it, i felt so disconnected to the movie. kinda felt.....blank. slighty scared of my 'lack of reaction' to the whole thing. but what to say? thats the truth...
Life ain't gonna get any better. You are.
Monday, April 17, 2006
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When I saw it...I don't even remember when anymore. I think it was last year or the year before. It couldn't have been last year, because I saw it at the cinema in Bendigo, back home. But I only wanted to pass out. Crying was waaay down the list. I actually had to run out of the cinema, vision quickly reducing itself to a fuzzy tunnel, and collapse on a seat in the foyer. It took me a while to feel ok again...
ReplyDeleteAnyway, I found your note from Sunday morning in my laptop insert this morning. I'm not kidding, not smirking, nothing. I'm really grateful. Thanks.