he calls himself....Marcus

welll!! riite after this, im back to methods!

what to say. the Scheme is goin' GREAT!! its funn! and the thing is riite? afta yesterday's 8hour rehersal, i didnt feel exhausted. actually i loved evry second of it! i dont kno how others wanteedd to go home earlier! wahahahaha....strange them. jkjkjk

what to say? tryna spend more time with God, need him more than ever now. well actually im just gonna keep needing Him more than i did b4 when i needed Him more...get me?

autumn's here, smack bang falling. havent seen enough falling trees, or leaves. i needa buy gumboots. i needa pray for kirun. i needa make more of an effort. i needa eat choklate.

hmmmmm.fingers....cold

heart...healing. but its gonna be forever hurting. forever healing. if it stops hurting, theres something wrong. theres always someone to hurt over, someone God breaks your heart for. always another person who could learn to start living. never no1 to reach.

fake blood...and a crown of thorns....keep searchin

currently still too proud. drop it! nikk, drop...it! gaaaahhhh. well cold....choklates aways so much sweeter in cold weather. i didnt take a shower yestaday, woke up at 9, rushed to church for rehursal starting 9:30. came back at 5:30ish, ate dinner, qt, hw, slept. funny, i dont get cold at nite. God covers me when i sleep, so that i get a good sleep. i dont think ive ever been sleeplesss, whatsitcalled when ya cant sleep. well ive never had that b4. dont think i ever will. mm hmmm.

ive only got one glove.....aileeeeeeeenyyyy!!!!! u better be using the other one!

gotsta go, a few more blogs to chek b4 i head off. God blesss!

(ouch. just had a hicup with a frriend. Hsin Yue n SynJen are the ones keeping me smiling. Their awsum-cousin's from mlaysia. their both still in primary skool)