orange & green clouds pave the way

i was running the wrong way. i was meant to go UPhill, why was i running down? it was fun tho. exciting, exhillirating! i felt high...but something was slightly wrong, and then b4 i knew i had run into a glasss wall, it hurt. like SMACK. dang it! i just lay there, the impact was wayyyy too strong, felt broken, n confused, exhausted. i just lay there for a while... n then some1 came. he was beautiful, and he treated my wounds, told me i was fit enough to walk.

i asked Him to walk with me, he agreed.
he asked me what i had done b4, how i manged to smack into that glass.
told him i had been running the wrong way.
he laughed, said he knew that much, but why was i going the wrong way?

i had to think real hard for that one...


i had my own agenda (note: HAD), i had too tight a grip on the control, thought i could do it myself, wanted that self glory. forgot about love, and its range, i had limited it, hurt the one who loved me the most...continually

getting back on my feet again, but i stil got scars, like the whole 'torn in flesh' thing that paul was talkn about, 2 remind me not to do it again.
its hard tho, walking away, but i got my best friend holdn my hand, leadin me thru, teaching me what love really is.

love doesnt need to be described. its unnecessary to say love is true, faithful, unconditional, the whole shibang...all those meaning are contained within it...LOVE. He told me we described it cos we had 4gotten its meaning, we twisted it till half its meaning had been squeezed out. until some even cringed at the word. why was it so empty? why was i, who knew love, limiting it to those i wanted? wasnt very loving, was i?

love is soo not blind!! who made that up? what a nutt!

well, dont i sound wise? wahahahahaha! well im learning, still make mistakes, but less. God's bn good to me, pffffttt! understatement!

im so thankful, for HIM, and 4 u, i learn from alla uz too. gosh, who am i huh? sound so...'mature' *shivers...well rok it on!
i LOVE u guys!
all glory to God, he saved me from myself!

bee the loveee generaationnnn!!! *dances in circle...lalala