Life ain't gonna get any better. You are.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

yes, kiss me, 6pensenonethericher... another one!! perrrfectttttt!!!!!!

yo!!!! wasssuppp? well i havnt been a very active blogger, infact im tryna do all that i can to ensure i DONT go on the in-terrr-net. u wonder why they call it a net or the web....its cos it entangles you in this obsessive habit that its sooo hard to dropp!!! BUT....me, yes the more-than-concurress has done it again!!! yes, so the Glory to God. His been awsum 2 me lately, whats new huh? but yea....one issue thats bn 'concerning' me. remember i dont worry mikee. its CONCERN!! riiteo. well prayer meetn soon. man, uz should sooo come!!! man its soooooo funn!! awsummm! great!! love it!! well newayz. back to the 'topic of concern'...ahemmm

ive found that alotta Christian friends have been havnt ups n downs. me included. like up one moment n not so up the next {i shouldn evn have to explain} well, i was spending summore time with the bigG, {somethign i need to do more of} and u kno His promised us a forever never ending joy. we have this ever living hope. and we have absolutely NO reason to give up n hang our heads...so why should we? why do i? its something that im working on. and trying to understand. yes, , there are those cold lonely dark dark nites that we've all no doubt experienced, but we've got a promised dawn. what makes us different from the rest? they too have their ups n downs. So why should they see a difference in us if we're the same? its really scarey. man, as unbelievable as it sounds. they watch us like hawks. and its a very unconcious thing i rkn. well yupz. just thought id share. tho its scarey hey? how mature du i sound up there *shivin your hands"ers

well moving on. howz evry1 bn?? oOOHhhhh i got the 'on the farm' tattoo on me! wahahaha. its very very 'gansta' i mean *duh. evry1 wants an 'on the farm' tattoo. hence forth anyway.

ummmmm........listened to very very old skool hillsongs. this stuff is 'all things are possible' 1997 mate!!! wahahah. thats quite a while. well re-fell in love with the old classics. "love you so much" "in your hands" "cant stop talking" {wahahahahahahahaha, its a wonder} "THE LOVE OF GOD CAN DO" "I KNOW IT" yupz. when i heard em, man i went insane. its sooooooooo gooooooddd!! like i 4got about em. and ppl get free!. mannnnn.....the words. i dont have tiem now. but i will chuk em up next time. soooooooooo, oh sooo goood!!!

oh yes. and shout out to mikee!! dont loose ya shoess!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHa i loved that. very funny story, mikee thought he wassa goner. its probably what scared away his sanity. childhood. same ere mikee. same ere. well newayz... i gots to go now crazy's!! bye bye!!

1 comment:

  1. kiss me.. oh i love that song..

    hmm.. what do you guys think about the concept that joy and happiness are separate things? like.. for me personally, i'd say im joyful, but that doesnt mean im always happy? that you have feelings, and you go up and down, but the essential difference is not that you're unnaturally and perhaps insincerely happy all the time, but that when you have downs, you have hope..? that sure, you fall and you struggle, because you're human.. but the difference is that God will lift you up again, and you have hope and purpose that it will lift and you will be stronger and better for it?

    so yes, nik. agreeing that aside from emotion, we have eternal joy.

    mm.. i think it's the responsibility of every Christian to live as an example.. because in the lives of those around you, you could be the closest they'll ever get to a church.. i find even myself watching Christians to see if they live like they say we should.. sadly, i dont always see that.. and that's why it's such a big deal to me to not be hypocritical. perhaps i take it to extremes with myself, but.. hmm.

    ReplyDelete

Old news

My photo
Lover of ink and all else misc.