hmmmm,what to say? this should be a short post cos i dotn have nething too special to blurt about....oOOhhh...actually, i do!

hmmm, last nite. after all the fone calls n stuff, i sit on my bed n talk to God abit. n then i switch off my room lites n chuk on my bedside table lampy thing, n yea, i talk to God more...n i end it going something like "oh God, i needa do my hw...n i kno im always saying the same prayer n im always askin u to save me from the wrath of my teachas wen i dont try hard enough myself!!" n yada yada, i go on abit more, but i ask him to wake me up 2moro, or to keep me awake n stuff, enough to do my acc prac sac!...

well i go to sleep n wake up again thinking it's 1 or something [btw, i was plannin to get up about 5:30ish, thats what i set my alarm clok for newayz] well i chek my fone n it's 5:30!!! n it turns out my alarm clok was off!! so yea, God saved my life for the zillionth time!! n i did as much as i could, tho that was only half. but i thout that was really exciting!! cos His 2nd chances neva eva ending!! tho i kno i cant push it. but his aws!!

n yea, i come to skool with a 1st period free, anotha lifesaver!! cos i hadn finishd my chem, so i did that in the free chem class cos our teacha din rok up! n yea. that was aws 2!! n yea. ummm...

was sittn in the monash libry afta skool [sorrry couldn spend time wit u mish!] n yea, i was staring out the window, writing in my diary too, about how i wished....n i paused there. i i wished i had a real good camera. cos the sun had some pretty awsum lighting goin on! n got i love autumn cos the trees change colour. n it loooks maddd as! so yea. i decided, wen i decide to save up, i will spurge it on a real good camm, one that's capture what i see. n that's gonan be hard to find n expensive...*sigh. but yea,. i'd take it evrywhere wit me, so it's gotta be ready to be dropped :]

man, i casnt believe, im starting to sound like im getting sick...n i rkn it's God tryna tell me not to show off, ,which is probly a good thing, since i'v always boasted about never being sick n stuff...n now it's comn rite at my face!!! aiii....well im eating cold jelly now...which probly isn too helpful in this situation. n yea. i should be watchn supernanny or duin hw....so y rnt i?? *sigh

wise msn nic 4 2day:
The world's about to end, dont forget to wear your stackhat!
wahahaha, well i thout that was pretty funky :]

i cant see what im writing cos it's white. so if i stuff up, thats all part of the package....hmmmm well i gttg now n study abit. aaron's my inspiration. he believes he can get 300%. and i beleive him too!! his sucha BRAINIAC!! n he WORKS SOOOOOOO HARD!!! im nearly jealous, ehehehe

well newayz, the only think i cant stand is that he puts studys over evrything, INCLUDING his health, his not christian. btu yea, his gonna become a doctor, well he planns too, cos he wants too. n yea.... well he's always stayn behind afta class to ask the teachers questions he couldn't answer in anotha ExTRA textbook he was practising in. n yea. well i guess it made me realise its all about balance. n priorities. i mean, i needa study at least mb one hr a day, that'd be a big jump for me. aaron study's just about 4 hrs a day, his incredibly insane! but yea, i wish him well for his life. his workd hard, so its only fair, tho thats not what life's all about riite? being fair would be the last thing it's about. i guess i can only hope n pray, for him... n me n evryone else in this however beautiful yet unfairly insane world. wait....thats evry1!! :] wahahahahahaha. but yea, if ur reading this, ur in my prayers!!!!! :]

hmmmmm. what else? wez said we were all in his dream 2day, n that we died cos we were all gased, but he died while killn otha pplz. *shrugs, its the next holocost ahhhhhh!!! wahahaha

hmmm...i told me to get off this alreadyy!!!!! alriitey allriitey!! im gettn off already!!! gosh, i can nerly feel myself talkn 2 myself?? well yea, adiiiosss ameeeeegoz. CATCH yaz

i'll be back!!!! NEVA FEAR!!!
rok on all, wait!!!....
SMIIoLLEEEEE