I suppose you've just challenged me out of my predicament.
I feel a little more reformed to hold together sufficiently enough to move forward and shatter your misconception, however closely related to my actual situation it may be. Wahaha! For all I know, you've triggered my defense mechanisms which shout out against my current form. You've made me want to be brave because you uttered the accusation I loathe to be associated with or as. Thank you, M.
I've won this battle, there is no need for a rematch. Depression is gone from me.
That which took me three or so years to overcome seven or so years ago. Enough time stolen, I am no longer helpless, no longer hopeless. Geez, took me long enough to wake up!

God, strengthen my resolve; my focus is weak.
Your power, made perfect in my weakness. Beautiful.
Your grace, sufficient. Devine.
Your love: pure, just, holy, infinite, exactly what I need, exactly all I have.