i knew i'd be letting go a little, and a lot. But i didn't think the green monster would be nipping at my heels so. And i know things have got to change...but when i hear that you've hung out and i never knew, and that now it seems im never invited...i whince. i fear she will replace me, and maybe so...
i told you i missed hanging and how it was because i didnt have time nowadays, but i didn't think it fair to comment on how you never tell me anymore. so it hurts, like it always does when you loosen your grip on the friendships you used to grip so tightly.

all i know is that im not meant to spend so much time with you, but i didn't think it'd be so hard...not hard...just a little saddening. I thought i'd be the one saying "nah, I can't hang out today" but it seems im the one looking back forlornly wondering what it is i did to take me off your invite list.

Yes Lord, I'll have another helping of that humble pie. I know its good for me...