i feel kinda yuck, and i have no reason to feel that way.
like this load i thought i'd eventually forget has become a lump between my throat and my lungs.

and goodnesss, who wouldve known a small spider and ally's insanely hysterical and unnerving screams would make me feel better! she made me hit her, cos she screamed and scared the heck outta me and i think the uncomfortable lump just about fell out of me, in place of my heart!