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Saturday, May 14, 2005

sitting on the hill, pulln out the grass, planning the escape

wahahaha, how was ur day today dear reader?
today crossmovement planned escape. its got real high expectations, man its gonna be soooooo rokn!! *w00tw00t. ahhhh!!! cant reveal too much now...but i'll cyaz there

hmmm, anthem last nite was rockn!!! man, u shoulda bn there! God was oh sooo real n awsum n evrything!!! wahahaha, it was reall encouraging! yupyupz....n yea, how daz said there were 2 angles beside each of us, n how they were praying for us. man that was awsum!!
i keep seeing this kinda vision. well i dunno if itsa vision or not, cos iv neva had a vision b4. its like, theres this power in my hands. n when i touch people they start falling down or crying or something. but it sounds abit too kool to be tru 4 me. like, i dunno what it is. cos i keep remembering when im around the youth in p&w. i think its like, our generation. like God will give us this extraordinary part of him if we give him all of us, if we open up n let him take control of the wheel. like, its that easy riite? it seems so easy, like it IS so easy. then y isit so hard?? y cant i let go of part of myself? cos when i do, its oh so perfect, cos God becomes the filling that fills me. n then, once that's established, all we needa do is touch ppl, mb it isn that literal [tho completely/entirely possible] mb as in, touch their hearts....its soo general. i dunno.

hmmm, riite now i see an msn nic that goes "furthermore, life is like photography, u use the negatives to develop..." interesting...

oOOoo, adam says their single will be out soon!!! its soo exciting!!! ummm, adam is this dude i met @ PS, his awsum. so lookout 4 the single. his band is called nazarene n yea, he sent me the cover n it looks aws!!

what else??? im going to this azn restarant soon...--_______--" the parents like it....the kids dont. we just go along,.,..cos we have to??
well newayz, ist gonna be kool, cos we used to go out heaps to restarants in the good ole days, so, abit of memory refreshing will be good....always is....i think. well we're only goin out cos my aunty's here...

oOOhhh, this mornin i vacuumd upstairs, while listening to some ole skool hillsongs. that was pretyy rokn. i was like, dancing with the vacuum!! wahahahahaha. well it was alotta fun. n i was home alone, which i din evn kno till dad n ali came bak....eh?? i tried to emty the vacuumcleana n got dust evrywhere.....so it was quite useless

jossss rewrote 'twinkle twinkle'...its speshool!! cos its for the stars!!!
twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder how awsum u r
lifted up above the world so high,
ur a diamond in my life
twinkle twinkle speshool star
u'll neva kno how speshool u really r!
well i thout that was pretty awsum newayz...we've bn all driftn. cos i dunno, joss is in sydney, soakn up as much of God up in hillsongs as he can. n leeny n me have our own worlds now...its insane!! i dunno what to think of it!! its like...we try keepin our lil connections n our ole habits n our emailn up n stuff....cept it seems so pathetically weak. n i dont really make n effort. like, we talk n stuff...yet its not the same, pointless, carefree, deep kinda chattn we used to do. i havnt watched the sunset in too loong to. its like, all the things we usedd to do together...rnt together nemore! >.<>

well, i wannad to drop that. cos it was too sad.

so yea.....*shrugs...its still kool!! :]

welll...CHURCH 2moro!!!! its gonna be rockn!!!!!! man, it always IS rockn~!!!!! its got sooo awsum lately!!! wahahaha chekit out!!! Australia 4 Christ followship [acf] @ rowville. nite services on sunday @ 6-8 pm

mm hmmm....ummmmm.....yea
i gtg now. this was looooooong...

SMILLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!1

2 comments:

  1. hey nicole, you are awesome! i just wanted to say that again.

    what's escape?

    hey man, nice revelation there.. you are so right in saying that like, if we really open up, believe that He will work.. He WILL work. the hard part is letting go. i guess we all just like being in control.. n even though we know that God's steering is better than ours will ever be.. we inexplicably still hold tight to the wheel.. hmm. so God, teach me to relinquish control of my life so that i can take the best route to where i want to be.. because i dont know the way.

    old-school is good, haha.. i been listening to old-school ps.. no offence, but i think i like it better than their more recent albums.. maybe just because i wasnt there so the relevance is less? i dunno. *shrugs* unimportant. go 'reflector'!

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  2. what's escape??
    wait n see m'gurl!

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