yaaa BOOOOO!!!! wahahahahaha. today i feel like.....catchin up since i havnt bloggd in YONKS....and i havnt emaild in yonks...ohh gosshhh, terrible!!
sooo...uhh, ,whats bn happening. iv bn readn the KOOL BOOK lately. and yes, its been oh sooo kool. very very interesting actually. why did i think it was boring? newayz. {for those silly people who dunno what the kool book is...its the bible}. yupz. well God's been a real comfort. his very very AWWSUM!! if u dunno him yet. GET TO KNOW HIM....he'll make ya life worth livn! :]
uhh....yupz. i feel like dancin evrytime theres praise n worship. now i just get alootttt craziierrr. like the praise n worship rocks my body now. takes over and i guess i let it...it feels good tho. really pumps ya up!
i havnt done ne hw still..........................................i started......then....oh BUMM!!! i got lots to catch up on. but i cant evn do 1/2hr studyin a DAY! we're ment to be duin like.....2hrs a day or something...i cant! oh God. this is suchaaaaa weakness, and its bn draggn me down too! o.O
How many roads did i travel before I walkd down the one that led me to You?
How many dreams did unravel before i believed in a hope that was true?
How long? How far?
What was meant to fulfill only emptied me still
And all you ever wanted...
only me on my knees
singing holy, holy
and somehow all that matters now is
you are holy, holy
holy, holy, holy
How many deaths did I die before i was awakened to new life again?
How many half-truths did i bear witness to,
til the proof was disproved in the end?
How long? How far?
What was meant to illuminate, shadowed me still
And all you ever wanted...
only me on my knees
singing holy, holy
and somehow all that matters now is
you are holy, holy
and all i have is gratitude to offer You
annnndddd somehow all that matters now is
you are holy
you are holy, holy
and somehow all that matters now is
you are holy, holy
only me on my knees
singing holy, holy
and somehow all that matters now is
you are holy, holy
holy.
i love that. and i hafta sing along cos its like....breifly my story. nicole nordeman roks!!
i gotta buy her album soon. well i want to buy it newayz...but then i end up emptying my bank...again. *shrugs. i dont know how i'd ever be able to save up
im playin 'holy' on my player. its on repeat. i cant get sick of it. iv done this few time b4. i just really see the truth init! for me newayz........................
soo much to say. i feel detatched from alotta people now. but. but. yea, i dont care too much.
God's tryna get things across to me. and i still gotta let things go.
so much of me still has to die
the ole: desires, and wants and everything. like the loonging to be excepteedd by EVERYONE. the want to know evryone. im not the center of attention. now God is. now i gotta stop being selfish and start bein selfless. all glory to God. oOOhhh, that backstreet boy. his gotta gospel album, which is also very kool. i really wanna get what the song says. its reall beaut....:
brian littrell. in Christ alone
In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I've been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I overcome
Oh I could stop and count successes
Like diamonds in my hand
But those trophies could not equal
To the grace by which I stand
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope is
Christ alone
In Christ alone will I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
And only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
Now I seek no greater honor
Than just to know Him more
And to count my gains
But losses to the glory of my Lord
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope is Christ alone (2x)
ohh, thats sooo goood.
"You'll never know God is all u need
...till God is all you got"
sooo. uhh. i dunno what to say. God is my life. and His all i wanna talk about. uhh.... everything else is forgotennnnnnnnnn...
"...They called the apostles in and had them flogged. They ordered them not to speak in the name of Jesus, and let them go.
The apostles left the Sanhedrin, rejoicing because they had been counted worthy of suffering disgrace for the Name. Day after day, in the temple courts and from house to house, they never stopped teaching and proclaiming the good news that Jesus is Christ." Acts5:41&42
it really amazes me. that it could be such a JOY. a reall PRIVELEDGE to suffer for the Name. the name of our Lord Jesus. Christ. God. the Holy spririt/ghost. how beautiful is that??
im lovin the story of Stephen. He was truely all out, for living God out loud! and his passion worked its way from inside his heart, to his outward appearance. "...and they saw that his face was like the face of an angel" Acts6:15. how awsum is that!! they were trying him for blasphemy against God. but all who lookd at him saw his face was angelic!!!!!! he was that true to God that it showed.
"While they were stoning him, Stephen prayed, "Lord Jesus, receive my spirit." Then he fell on his knees and cried out, "Lord, do not hold this sin against them." When he had said this, he fell asleep." Acts7:59&60 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how flippn powerful is that????????? gosssshhhh. wahahaha. {i liek this. my bloggin is like, an online devotional now :]} newayz. yea. stephen didnt die!!!!!!!!!! i find that sooooo koool! he fell asleep! i LOVE that!! they couldn kill him. i dont know what happned exactly now. cos he DIDNT die. but death could not gain victory over another anointed guy. *shrugs. stephen's got my full attention.
oke oke. this isnt really related. but it kinda is. deepends where u look at it from.
"All the believers were one in heart and mind. No one claimed that any of his possessions was his own, but they shared everything they had. With great power the apostles continued to testify to the ressurection of the Lord Jesus, and much grace was upon them all. There were no needy persons among them..." Acts 4:32-34 i think that's amazing. and i think evry church and evry group in the name of God should really strive towards that. whooaaa. u know i never thought i'd get soo much outta reading the bible. i dunno. theres sooo much just JUMPIN up at me. and thats justy in acts!!!! mate i din know i was sooo hungry!! see thats what happens when u starve ur spirit. so dont do that!! :] wahaha....and while ya at it. DONT DO DRUGS. STAY AT SKOOl! wahahahahahahaha
oke oke...i think i'll stop there. itsa loong blogg. and i dwanna bible bash yaz. but im SOO EXCITED!!! woooohooooooooooooooooo!! rok on!
God blessss ya! ROK ON! stay strong!
the big G's allllwaaayyyyzzz there for ya!
aiite. lov yaz. catchaz bros n sis'. aaaarrrhhhhh!!! im so excited!
ps: cyaz at wellbeing 2nite!!! {acf: 1070 stud road, rowville. 6-8pm. sunday nites}
Life ain't gonna get any better. You are.
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
jade: lets play i spy!!!
me: oke!!
jade: you start!!!
me: no u start!!!!
jade: ohh.....i spy with my little eye something starting with...L!!!
me: lights!!
jade: yup!! your turn
me: *recovers from hidden excitement of getting it right 1st time*
i spy with my little eye....something begining with...T!
jade: *says alotta random things
me: nup!! cmon!! what are you leaning on!
jade: table!!!
me: close!! whats ontop of the table??
jade:... elbow!
every1: *laugh laugh laugh
me: tablecloth!!!!!!
----a lil while later---
jade: i spy with my little eye somethin beginning with....T!!!
me: *says alotta random things* gimme a clue
jade: its ontop of the floor and on the television!
me: Tv!
jade: yup
everyone: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
{for those who dont know our church. the tv in not on the floor, but high up on the wall!! and she told me the answer. but it was truely funny at the time...its one of those you-had-to-be-ther-to-laugh-at-it incidents!. but shes sooooo cute!!! she keeps telln me im naughty!!...wen she does that same thing too!! so i tell her she's naughty. n we have those auguments that result in:
jade: are tooo!!
me: are nott!!!
jade: yes you are!
me: am not!
jade: am soo!!
me: AM NOT!
jade: YES YES YES YES YES YES *sayiogn as fast as she can
me: NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
untill we're yellin over each other tryna get louder!! wahaha..its soo funny! shez quite the competitor! :] luv her! soooo much funn!!
newayz....so alpha is hilarious!! oOOhhh and anndy!! i scored 75points from jojo's 21st!!! wahahaha. hmm..jojoz was HILARIOUS! was soo funny!! and evry1 lookd reall good too!!
*hums to self* lala, im in love...[ohh ahh] im a believer, i couldn leav her if i tried. yea yea yea yea yea yea..im a believer!! wahaha...thats a flippn awsum song!!!!!!
oOOhhhh...whoooaaa, got lotss to blurt. God has really bn openin heapload of opotunities for me!! oke...were to start. oke.... recess today....
me talkn 2 mish about wantin food. kav comes along. goes to his locker. overhears my need for more food...*scene set
kav: how much you need? *pulls out wallet
me: hundred bucks *JOKE
kav: serious. *shows me wallet. he has more then 100
do you want it?
me: i want a money tree. coulda get me that?
kav: yea. just tell me when
me: *gets frustrated. STOPIT!!! your just like dre!!!
kav: what..*confused. do you need money?
me: NO!!! i cant stand people like you!!!! *walks outta lockerbay
and yes. people ask me why i din take the money? cos i know he genuenly offerd it to me. and thats birthed a new found respect i have for kav. if i do need money duing these remaining skool years i would go to kav. God bless him for freely offering, i appreciated it more then i let him kno that. and i got jokingly frustrated at kav cos he didn hold back to me. just like dre. i cant take it wen they carry thru. i can when they cant.
umm...movin on. what else? in english i sat with hayley and edward/edmond? oopz. din really get his name. newayz talkn 2 him n hayley was awsum!! like i never really thought hayleyt would be such pleasant company! shez a really kinda person. n then this guy!! mate his YOUNGER then me!! n his a flippn GIANT!!! newayz....talkn 2him really put a smile of my face. he is seriously just a little boy hiding in big body behind a cigarette. and some things he said really encouraged me. he told of a primary skool friend wwho was the total bad-ass kid. smokn/drugs/back-talker. newayz. he met him recently. and now his off it all!! and "he even goes to some church. all cosa this gurl" yizhou:"so his gf is christian" edy:"yea, now his a real good kid" newayz...i loved that. tonite was his 1st day on his job at maccas!! wahaha....should tell us about it 2moro morn in class!
uhh...oOOhh, and in methods i sat next to kalum! and it was sweeet as!! we talkd heaps n stuff! his a kool guy to hang with!! like just surface stuff and all. but his good company! 2day was a reall happy day. OOOHhh i cant 4get. 1st period. accountin. me n vidu talk in accountin. like we takedd about music this morning. n what music we liked and songs and remixes and songs that he used to play with his ex as they stood on his porch at nite etc. like the friendships there now. its awsum.
and the very awsum thing is that God is not confining my opotunities to azns! like i can say that, yea actually i rkn all of em soo far are aussies/skaters etc except for vidu: curryguy . wahahaha
newayz.....Gos he reigns! wahahahaha. mate, its bn toooo goooddd!!!! iv got another wave of bloggn i can spend an hour on now. cept that i plan to pass my methods test 2moro. therfore it requires some studying. .which i WILL start, lastest: 9.
aiite.....rok on! btw. so sorrrrryyyy mikeeee, cant comment on ur space cos msn wont let me!! it keeps comn up with some insane error!! wurrrrrr.....
CATCHAZ
me: oke!!
jade: you start!!!
me: no u start!!!!
jade: ohh.....i spy with my little eye something starting with...L!!!
me: lights!!
jade: yup!! your turn
me: *recovers from hidden excitement of getting it right 1st time*
i spy with my little eye....something begining with...T!
jade: *says alotta random things
me: nup!! cmon!! what are you leaning on!
jade: table!!!
me: close!! whats ontop of the table??
jade:... elbow!
every1: *laugh laugh laugh
me: tablecloth!!!!!!
----a lil while later---
jade: i spy with my little eye somethin beginning with....T!!!
me: *says alotta random things* gimme a clue
jade: its ontop of the floor and on the television!
me: Tv!
jade: yup
everyone: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
{for those who dont know our church. the tv in not on the floor, but high up on the wall!! and she told me the answer. but it was truely funny at the time...its one of those you-had-to-be-ther-to-laugh-at-it incidents!. but shes sooooo cute!!! she keeps telln me im naughty!!...wen she does that same thing too!! so i tell her she's naughty. n we have those auguments that result in:
jade: are tooo!!
me: are nott!!!
jade: yes you are!
me: am not!
jade: am soo!!
me: AM NOT!
jade: YES YES YES YES YES YES *sayiogn as fast as she can
me: NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
untill we're yellin over each other tryna get louder!! wahaha..its soo funny! shez quite the competitor! :] luv her! soooo much funn!!
newayz....so alpha is hilarious!! oOOhhh and anndy!! i scored 75points from jojo's 21st!!! wahahaha. hmm..jojoz was HILARIOUS! was soo funny!! and evry1 lookd reall good too!!
*hums to self* lala, im in love...[ohh ahh] im a believer, i couldn leav her if i tried. yea yea yea yea yea yea..im a believer!! wahaha...thats a flippn awsum song!!!!!!
oOOhhhh...whoooaaa, got lotss to blurt. God has really bn openin heapload of opotunities for me!! oke...were to start. oke.... recess today....
me talkn 2 mish about wantin food. kav comes along. goes to his locker. overhears my need for more food...*scene set
kav: how much you need? *pulls out wallet
me: hundred bucks *JOKE
kav: serious. *shows me wallet. he has more then 100
do you want it?
me: i want a money tree. coulda get me that?
kav: yea. just tell me when
me: *gets frustrated. STOPIT!!! your just like dre!!!
kav: what..*confused. do you need money?
me: NO!!! i cant stand people like you!!!! *walks outta lockerbay
and yes. people ask me why i din take the money? cos i know he genuenly offerd it to me. and thats birthed a new found respect i have for kav. if i do need money duing these remaining skool years i would go to kav. God bless him for freely offering, i appreciated it more then i let him kno that. and i got jokingly frustrated at kav cos he didn hold back to me. just like dre. i cant take it wen they carry thru. i can when they cant.
umm...movin on. what else? in english i sat with hayley and edward/edmond? oopz. din really get his name. newayz talkn 2 him n hayley was awsum!! like i never really thought hayleyt would be such pleasant company! shez a really kinda person. n then this guy!! mate his YOUNGER then me!! n his a flippn GIANT!!! newayz....talkn 2him really put a smile of my face. he is seriously just a little boy hiding in big body behind a cigarette. and some things he said really encouraged me. he told of a primary skool friend wwho was the total bad-ass kid. smokn/drugs/back-talker. newayz. he met him recently. and now his off it all!! and "he even goes to some church. all cosa this gurl" yizhou:"so his gf is christian" edy:"yea, now his a real good kid" newayz...i loved that. tonite was his 1st day on his job at maccas!! wahaha....should tell us about it 2moro morn in class!
uhh...oOOhh, and in methods i sat next to kalum! and it was sweeet as!! we talkd heaps n stuff! his a kool guy to hang with!! like just surface stuff and all. but his good company! 2day was a reall happy day. OOOHhh i cant 4get. 1st period. accountin. me n vidu talk in accountin. like we takedd about music this morning. n what music we liked and songs and remixes and songs that he used to play with his ex as they stood on his porch at nite etc. like the friendships there now. its awsum.
and the very awsum thing is that God is not confining my opotunities to azns! like i can say that, yea actually i rkn all of em soo far are aussies/skaters etc except for vidu: curryguy . wahahaha
newayz.....Gos he reigns! wahahahaha. mate, its bn toooo goooddd!!!! iv got another wave of bloggn i can spend an hour on now. cept that i plan to pass my methods test 2moro. therfore it requires some studying. .which i WILL start, lastest: 9.
aiite.....rok on! btw. so sorrrrryyyy mikeeee, cant comment on ur space cos msn wont let me!! it keeps comn up with some insane error!! wurrrrrr.....
CATCHAZ
Thursday, July 14, 2005
wooohooooooo!!!
hey ey!!!!...guessssssss whatttt!!!!!!!! wahaha...thats riite!! i won the 'God he reigns' hillsong album frrom LIGHT FM!!! wooooohhhhh YEA!!!!! wahahahhaa....God, mate ya tooooo goood. ummm, the only problem is getting to the light fm reception....
newayz. that song had the nicest guitar!! its soooooooooooo nice!!! mate, if someone played me that i'd be in la la land. its really dreamy. nice. really really nice. song called 'the one thing'. the guitar is the main reason i like it. the guy sings it aiite. but the guitarrr!!! *droools. that is flippn awsum!
well uhh, i lasted 4days without net. how good is that!!!! uhh. thsi is limited. i gota chek my other email hopin' terry white want me!
aiite. short short post. catchaz later! tho i really really like jump5!! wahaha, they're rockn!!
gettn more comfy with wood and my classmates. and talk more wit vidu now. it was funny, i was on his msn [cos he signd on, on mattylau's handy pad thingo. cos we had no teacher] and i was chattn 2 a couple of his friends randomly. n yea, then he finds out and is like 'oi!!!'.
his like "did u talk 2 her??" *points to one of his contacts.
"nup...why? does she like u?"
"no.....i liek her"
"oOOOhhhhhh" wahahaha. so that was funny. and its kool, were friends now. not just acquatences. however spelt. uhh...ohhh and roi and jameee brought to my attention how... *speechless* they are!!! like we were in teh libry. jamee joins us afta. well rois to my right. on that desk. and im in the middle and jamee comes n settles on my left. and roi wakes up from sleeping. iv been reading and jamee's daydreamin.
then roi's like. "whooaa, u see that? chek it?" *to jamee
jamee "yea i chekd"
me "whatt?" lost
jamee "dun wurry its a guy thing"
me "whatt?" *i look at the direction they're lookn...yes, i see a gurl
me "ohh gossshhh!! u guys r nasty!!"
roi "whatt? y are we nasty?"
me "do u chek out EVERY chik u see?"
jamee "uhh, yea?"
*n then the chik comes n sits down near us, they get a closer shot of her
jamee "no thanx" goes back to day dreaming
roi "why? why?? i would"
me "aiiii..." go back to reading
roi looks at his hw again...
hmmm...yupz....well that wasit...
i better be off now. sis is on.
waiitt!! leetheeaa is soooooo gulibleeeeee!!!!!!! cos jez has this emotion that looks liek his sendin a virus./...and i fell 4 it 2 start with. but i foudn out. well he claimed he could now hack the computer and know all the passwords!! well my currently-under-constructioned brain figured it was a joke....but mann!!! leethea fully feel 4 it!! cos i went 2 chek on her. go start a convo. n ask what she was duin. she was DELETING files that she din wan him 2 see!! i was like o.O WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHa. pooor gurl. well newayz, jez is soon 2 be a dead man. and it will come back at him *boy who cried wolf*. and aleethea will never trust him again :] happy ending? aiite aiite ehehe. funny funny stuff
oke oke...catchaz later aiiite.......
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newayz. that song had the nicest guitar!! its soooooooooooo nice!!! mate, if someone played me that i'd be in la la land. its really dreamy. nice. really really nice. song called 'the one thing'. the guitar is the main reason i like it. the guy sings it aiite. but the guitarrr!!! *droools. that is flippn awsum!
well uhh, i lasted 4days without net. how good is that!!!! uhh. thsi is limited. i gota chek my other email hopin' terry white want me!
aiite. short short post. catchaz later! tho i really really like jump5!! wahaha, they're rockn!!
gettn more comfy with wood and my classmates. and talk more wit vidu now. it was funny, i was on his msn [cos he signd on, on mattylau's handy pad thingo. cos we had no teacher] and i was chattn 2 a couple of his friends randomly. n yea, then he finds out and is like 'oi!!!'.
his like "did u talk 2 her??" *points to one of his contacts.
"nup...why? does she like u?"
"no.....i liek her"
"oOOOhhhhhh" wahahaha. so that was funny. and its kool, were friends now. not just acquatences. however spelt. uhh...ohhh and roi and jameee brought to my attention how... *speechless* they are!!! like we were in teh libry. jamee joins us afta. well rois to my right. on that desk. and im in the middle and jamee comes n settles on my left. and roi wakes up from sleeping. iv been reading and jamee's daydreamin.
then roi's like. "whooaa, u see that? chek it?" *to jamee
jamee "yea i chekd"
me "whatt?" lost
jamee "dun wurry its a guy thing"
me "whatt?" *i look at the direction they're lookn...yes, i see a gurl
me "ohh gossshhh!! u guys r nasty!!"
roi "whatt? y are we nasty?"
me "do u chek out EVERY chik u see?"
jamee "uhh, yea?"
*n then the chik comes n sits down near us, they get a closer shot of her
jamee "no thanx" goes back to day dreaming
roi "why? why?? i would"
me "aiiii..." go back to reading
roi looks at his hw again...
hmmm...yupz....well that wasit...
i better be off now. sis is on.
waiitt!! leetheeaa is soooooo gulibleeeeee!!!!!!! cos jez has this emotion that looks liek his sendin a virus./...and i fell 4 it 2 start with. but i foudn out. well he claimed he could now hack the computer and know all the passwords!! well my currently-under-constructioned brain figured it was a joke....but mann!!! leethea fully feel 4 it!! cos i went 2 chek on her. go start a convo. n ask what she was duin. she was DELETING files that she din wan him 2 see!! i was like o.O WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHa. pooor gurl. well newayz, jez is soon 2 be a dead man. and it will come back at him *boy who cried wolf*. and aleethea will never trust him again :] happy ending? aiite aiite ehehe. funny funny stuff
oke oke...catchaz later aiiite.......
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
wasssssupppp!!!
loong time no post! :]
got lots to blurt...where to begin??
JOSSSSSSS IS BACCCCCKKKKKK...for 5 days! wasssup joss!
saw him 2day. was kool. also saw a handful of wcc'ers. + shawn. WAHAHAHA
ummm, anndy, shawn, cleo, emily, amanda? *shrugs. i get names confused. but yupz. they were there...
uhhh.....oke, i'll start from the beginnin of skool. wait. i'll start b4 that. din have enlgish 1st period [8:10] so i sltp till 8....it was glorious!!! :] and yupz. cos i was readn the cross and the switchblade till 12 last nite. borrowd it from the church afta alpha course!! oOOhhhh wait. we'll skip back evn furtherrr....alpha was really kool! wahaha. ummm, aleeethea was there too! and that was pretty funnny! [btw this was monday nite] and her neice!!!!!!!! *faints. her neice is soooooooooooooooo adoorrrabblleeeee~!!!! goshh. newayz. tho i guess i was abit dissapointed i didn see jade! shez a lil friend i met on sunday. shez really really cute too!!!! aaaagghhhhh. mate there are waaaaay too many cute kids @ church. i luv em all!!!
uhh....waatt else??
oOOHhh..its soooo frusssssssstratin!!! cos i cant comment on mikkeeez blogg!!! ohh bummmm. i dunno wats wrong!! cos it wont lemme!! *criess....
uhh.....JOJOz party satday!!! ive discided on my shoes if i cant find flipflops in time!! i think there mite be possible candidates for my feet in knox. i think if i can remember correctly. *shrugs. but newayz....otherwise im sweet. i'll take a foto of my feet on the nite! wahaha. how attractive!
uhh....oOOHhh..back to sunday. donnn came!!! yea. i guess i neva knew he had it soo hard till starrfish told us on satday. so yupz. me n suzzii got him notes. wahaha. it was funny. but yea. if u kno him. pray 4 him, his got it tough up in bulla. aiite. mate i love paulini's voice. and mariah carrey's is sweeet as too. oOOhhh..u kno the guy who sings 'is someone gettn the best, the best, the best , the best of youuu" u kno how he yells it n stuff....i love his voice!!! i love the voices that can be yelled and screamd and STILL sound flippn AWS!.. wahahaha. ohh, oh yea. im gettn comfortable in the old rock style of music. like jet and thirsty merc's summertime kinda rock. not comtemporary, tho thats still rockn!
got prayer 2nite! that should be awsum. joss is comn 4 it tooo!!! hmm...ohh yea!!! mish is back toooo!!! she gave me a pair of paperclip earings and a cute badge to add to my collection!! wahaha. i think her trip there was realll healthy 4 her. it opend her eyes bit. which is always good riite? *shrugs
viscom was very very interesting 2day. i managed to draw 2 rectagles in 45mins...and one wasn evn riite!!! WAHAHAHAHA. none of us on the table did much. cos we were all too involved with the convo. hmmm, ,who was there? afro, kav, jon, dwalf {ehehehe...joey} well yupz. alfro's christian but he was just sittn side and listening and observin. but yea. kav and joey were askn me heapsa stuff about God and christianity and stuff. and jonn piped up evry now and then. they joked around. and gave me what i used to take as offensive crapp. but now they never get to me. like i nearly enjoy it wen they pay me out. they ask questions and then condemn my answers or just joke around and keep to their jokes. its a door. and i guess i gotta put em in my prayers too. but joey and kav went to christian primary skool and hated it. or took advantage of it, bagged it etc. kav said the one thing he LOVED about it was the forgivness....:
"like all the teachers are too into the forgiveness thing. i LOVED it. like wen i stabbed this guy in the leg wit scissors ...he deserved it....they forgave me. it was terrific. u could get away with anything up there. and it wassa load of crap anyway" he said something liek that. i told em i was thankful i didn go 2 a christian skool. i prefer mixing with ppl of different opinions. like these guys. kav used to get to me. not anymore. i just pray that its not me speekn back to em. that its God.
oOOOhhhh..kav's contacts!!! i LOVE it!! for uz who dunno him or havn seen it. his got white contatcs and 1st it was flippn scary. his flippn crazy!!!! but now the scary factors gone. now i just rkn its flippppnnnnn AWSUMM. ehehe. it makes him look asif he jumpd outta the XMEN movie!! wahahaha. its funny. a black buff guy with white eyes and this tiny centerd dot of blackk. wahaha. he was acting all blind in vcd, knockn stuff down n all. was sooooooo funny! and u'd believe he was blind tooo!!!
uhh....prayer meet sooon. *shrugs. sweeeeettt. well i'll be off riite about now. catchaz all later aiite. no song...wait!!!
THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVERRR ENDSSS
YESS IS GOES ON AND ON MY FRIEND
SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING IT NOT KNOWNING WHAT IT WAS
AND THEY'LL CONTINUE SINGING IT FOREVER JUST BECAUSE:
this is the song that neverrrrr ends!!
yes it goes on and on my friend
some people started singn it, not knownin wat it was
and their'll continue singing it forever just because
this is the song that neverrrrr ends!!
yes it goes on and on my friend
some people started singn it, not knownin wat it was
and their'll continue singing it forever just because
this is the song that neverrrrr ends!!
yes it goes on and on my friend
some people started singn it, not knownin wat it was
and their'll continue singing it forever just because
this is the song that neverrrrr ends!!
yes it goes on and on my friend
some people started singn it, not knownin wat it was
and their'll continue singing it forever just because
this is the song that neverrrrr ends!!
yes it goes on and on my friend
some people started singn it, not knownin wat it was
and their'll continue singing it forever just because....
this is the song that never endds!!!
CATCHAZ!! smile awnn mates!!
loong time no post! :]
got lots to blurt...where to begin??
JOSSSSSSS IS BACCCCCKKKKKK...for 5 days! wasssup joss!
saw him 2day. was kool. also saw a handful of wcc'ers. + shawn. WAHAHAHA
ummm, anndy, shawn, cleo, emily, amanda? *shrugs. i get names confused. but yupz. they were there...
uhhh.....oke, i'll start from the beginnin of skool. wait. i'll start b4 that. din have enlgish 1st period [8:10] so i sltp till 8....it was glorious!!! :] and yupz. cos i was readn the cross and the switchblade till 12 last nite. borrowd it from the church afta alpha course!! oOOhhhh wait. we'll skip back evn furtherrr....alpha was really kool! wahaha. ummm, aleeethea was there too! and that was pretty funnny! [btw this was monday nite] and her neice!!!!!!!! *faints. her neice is soooooooooooooooo adoorrrabblleeeee~!!!! goshh. newayz. tho i guess i was abit dissapointed i didn see jade! shez a lil friend i met on sunday. shez really really cute too!!!! aaaagghhhhh. mate there are waaaaay too many cute kids @ church. i luv em all!!!
uhh....waatt else??
oOOHhh..its soooo frusssssssstratin!!! cos i cant comment on mikkeeez blogg!!! ohh bummmm. i dunno wats wrong!! cos it wont lemme!! *criess....
uhh.....JOJOz party satday!!! ive discided on my shoes if i cant find flipflops in time!! i think there mite be possible candidates for my feet in knox. i think if i can remember correctly. *shrugs. but newayz....otherwise im sweet. i'll take a foto of my feet on the nite! wahaha. how attractive!
uhh....oOOHhh..back to sunday. donnn came!!! yea. i guess i neva knew he had it soo hard till starrfish told us on satday. so yupz. me n suzzii got him notes. wahaha. it was funny. but yea. if u kno him. pray 4 him, his got it tough up in bulla. aiite. mate i love paulini's voice. and mariah carrey's is sweeet as too. oOOhhh..u kno the guy who sings 'is someone gettn the best, the best, the best , the best of youuu" u kno how he yells it n stuff....i love his voice!!! i love the voices that can be yelled and screamd and STILL sound flippn AWS!.. wahahaha. ohh, oh yea. im gettn comfortable in the old rock style of music. like jet and thirsty merc's summertime kinda rock. not comtemporary, tho thats still rockn!
got prayer 2nite! that should be awsum. joss is comn 4 it tooo!!! hmm...ohh yea!!! mish is back toooo!!! she gave me a pair of paperclip earings and a cute badge to add to my collection!! wahaha. i think her trip there was realll healthy 4 her. it opend her eyes bit. which is always good riite? *shrugs
viscom was very very interesting 2day. i managed to draw 2 rectagles in 45mins...and one wasn evn riite!!! WAHAHAHAHA. none of us on the table did much. cos we were all too involved with the convo. hmmm, ,who was there? afro, kav, jon, dwalf {ehehehe...joey} well yupz. alfro's christian but he was just sittn side and listening and observin. but yea. kav and joey were askn me heapsa stuff about God and christianity and stuff. and jonn piped up evry now and then. they joked around. and gave me what i used to take as offensive crapp. but now they never get to me. like i nearly enjoy it wen they pay me out. they ask questions and then condemn my answers or just joke around and keep to their jokes. its a door. and i guess i gotta put em in my prayers too. but joey and kav went to christian primary skool and hated it. or took advantage of it, bagged it etc. kav said the one thing he LOVED about it was the forgivness....:
"like all the teachers are too into the forgiveness thing. i LOVED it. like wen i stabbed this guy in the leg wit scissors ...he deserved it....they forgave me. it was terrific. u could get away with anything up there. and it wassa load of crap anyway" he said something liek that. i told em i was thankful i didn go 2 a christian skool. i prefer mixing with ppl of different opinions. like these guys. kav used to get to me. not anymore. i just pray that its not me speekn back to em. that its God.
oOOOhhhh..kav's contacts!!! i LOVE it!! for uz who dunno him or havn seen it. his got white contatcs and 1st it was flippn scary. his flippn crazy!!!! but now the scary factors gone. now i just rkn its flippppnnnnn AWSUMM. ehehe. it makes him look asif he jumpd outta the XMEN movie!! wahahaha. its funny. a black buff guy with white eyes and this tiny centerd dot of blackk. wahaha. he was acting all blind in vcd, knockn stuff down n all. was sooooooo funny! and u'd believe he was blind tooo!!!
uhh....prayer meet sooon. *shrugs. sweeeeettt. well i'll be off riite about now. catchaz all later aiite. no song...wait!!!
THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVERRR ENDSSS
YESS IS GOES ON AND ON MY FRIEND
SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING IT NOT KNOWNING WHAT IT WAS
AND THEY'LL CONTINUE SINGING IT FOREVER JUST BECAUSE:
this is the song that neverrrrr ends!!
yes it goes on and on my friend
some people started singn it, not knownin wat it was
and their'll continue singing it forever just because
this is the song that neverrrrr ends!!
yes it goes on and on my friend
some people started singn it, not knownin wat it was
and their'll continue singing it forever just because
this is the song that neverrrrr ends!!
yes it goes on and on my friend
some people started singn it, not knownin wat it was
and their'll continue singing it forever just because
this is the song that neverrrrr ends!!
yes it goes on and on my friend
some people started singn it, not knownin wat it was
and their'll continue singing it forever just because
this is the song that neverrrrr ends!!
yes it goes on and on my friend
some people started singn it, not knownin wat it was
and their'll continue singing it forever just because....
this is the song that never endds!!!
CATCHAZ!! smile awnn mates!!
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
....that's sooooo God
it's sucha God thing!!!!!
oh goshhh....well i sat my L's riite?
and i decided to be a bumm and read the book {rush/freak myself out} b4 my test riite??
well newayz...cut a really stoopid story and get to teh really happy ending. i read the book this morning. actually i wouldnt evn consider it reading. i skimmed, and then just flipped the pages, hoping i could obsorb it all....
newayz..i sit it...in my im-calm-but-i-think-i-failed attitude. well i kept telln myself i couldn fail. newayz.,.,..i finish up and go to the counter thingo....the chik prints out my results...
"oke, here u go. u passed" i coulda FLippin done a victory dance!! well newayz....this chik roks up next to me....and they pass her her results saying "here u go. u got 75%. but u need a 78% to pass...yada yada" i got 78%!!!!!! my heart practically flipped!
newayz....i was absolutely beamed!! i was smilin so big. oOOhhh yea. and with my card thingo riite? mate i look like a jail bird!! it's soooooo funny! cos its like, suddenly im this tank chik, lookn like iv jus come back from bootcamp! wahahahaha/....well its probly not that bad. but i like it. its funny! and the 1st thing that came to my head wen i saw my pic was "taaaankk" in the acf way that we sooo often recite. wahaha
mm hmm....well i also just went for a walk. which was strange. cos it was like i was talkn 2 someone n stuff...cept there was no1 there...........so yes, u could say i had a temporary invisible friend! wahahaha.....strange it is. allriiitey. i really needa write to mish. or she'll bite my head off!
no song 2day. can u ppl find lyrics for bring it on by audience?
i say bring it on let it come
we gotta live without regrets
i say here we go
we go again
we're gonna stand up!!
etc etc...i dont know it all. but itsa awsum song!!...
oke. catchaz
oh goshhh....well i sat my L's riite?
and i decided to be a bumm and read the book {rush/freak myself out} b4 my test riite??
well newayz...cut a really stoopid story and get to teh really happy ending. i read the book this morning. actually i wouldnt evn consider it reading. i skimmed, and then just flipped the pages, hoping i could obsorb it all....
newayz..i sit it...in my im-calm-but-i-think-i-failed attitude. well i kept telln myself i couldn fail. newayz.,.,..i finish up and go to the counter thingo....the chik prints out my results...
"oke, here u go. u passed" i coulda FLippin done a victory dance!! well newayz....this chik roks up next to me....and they pass her her results saying "here u go. u got 75%. but u need a 78% to pass...yada yada" i got 78%!!!!!! my heart practically flipped!
newayz....i was absolutely beamed!! i was smilin so big. oOOhhh yea. and with my card thingo riite? mate i look like a jail bird!! it's soooooo funny! cos its like, suddenly im this tank chik, lookn like iv jus come back from bootcamp! wahahahaha/....well its probly not that bad. but i like it. its funny! and the 1st thing that came to my head wen i saw my pic was "taaaankk" in the acf way that we sooo often recite. wahaha
mm hmm....well i also just went for a walk. which was strange. cos it was like i was talkn 2 someone n stuff...cept there was no1 there...........so yes, u could say i had a temporary invisible friend! wahahaha.....strange it is. allriiitey. i really needa write to mish. or she'll bite my head off!
no song 2day. can u ppl find lyrics for bring it on by audience?
i say bring it on let it come
we gotta live without regrets
i say here we go
we go again
we're gonna stand up!!
etc etc...i dont know it all. but itsa awsum song!!...
oke. catchaz
Monday, July 04, 2005
wasssssuppppppppp!!!!!!!!
WASSSUPPPPPPPPP
who's grace was rockn!! shame on youz who didnt make your presence known!
hmmm, well newayz, that was realllllllyyyy koooll!!, like all the dancing!! and the singing!! {*sigh, bianka chen...she'z seriously beautiful...and her VOICE!!!! goshhhh...took my breath away. cant believe the guys din fall in love with her already!~!...evn tho she hadda bf. }
oke oke. back to it! umm. THE MAGICIAN!!! mate that was AWSUMMMMMM!! tho i coulda cried becos he din choose me for his assistant!! broke my heart!! *crash
well yupz....wat else? ummm....went to morning service on sunday...and...then suzii and sundaii came over and we all watched 'first daughter' the first chik flick ina LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time. i really mean it. n i coulda gone without it too!. cos i'ver mooved outta that phase and definately dont wanna go back there!! and the shopping too. im sick of it. honestly. i cant stand it. simply cos it's all my old ways teasing back at me. i dont like shopping. i dunno what mlaysia's gonna do to me, but i've come to the decision that my trip back will be my mission field. and when the mission team join us again, i'll holiday!. ehehe. so yupz. ummmmm...
oh yea, back to the chikflik. it wasnt evn that good, tho i cried, its sooooo insane! cos i always take up the character of whoever's feeling sad. and cos sam {main character} went thru soo much crappp, ,i was like. crying, it was soo saaaadddd, ,and i hate being saaddddd....the ending wasn evn that good!!!!! it wasnt HAPPY enough!!!! gosshhh, and then afta that all of us were feeling.....i dunno, ,weird. n so ali run's up and gets her kelly clarkson album and they all listen to the depressing songs and im like....oh plz dont...
yuupz....well newayz....ummmmmm, fastforward to sunday nite. afta a very awsum wellbeing service, we go for supppperrrrrrrr. for once in agess im alowd out. mate we all up to clayton n pop into 'river kwai' its not the best place and i wouldn advise it. but somebody there liked it. for some STRANGE reason. well who was there: ME, ,ali, suzii, jojo and mum and dad, mikee, that guy {only guy i didn kno}, yubz, pasta, russel sage, elton, andrew and gf...well i think it's his gf...suzii asked if it was his wife? wahahahaha...yupz
well us all ate there....it was funny.....i hogged mikee's camera and make movies. the last one went for ages. it was about evry1 going cross-eyed!! it was HILARIOUS!!!!! ehehehe. well i useed up all the memory!! *goo me!! go me!! cheers*
oke oke...song time...i love this song!!!!!!! its sooooooooo.....sweeeeeet-as!!
in the summertime: thristy merc
I don't have a job
I never liked them
I just wanna play in the sunshine
They say I was wrong
But I know better
I live my life like I'm dying
Gimme a chance
I'll do my best to kick and scream and dance
When winter comes I'll turn around
Take me back to the sweet times
The hot nights
Everything is gonna be alright
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
And even if I have to wait til next year
I don't care
All I know is that I'll meet you there
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
That is where I'll be
I can't complain
Cos I'm still breathing
There's nobody breathing down my neck now
Gimme a go
Like an open furnace setting fire to snow
When winter comes I'll ask the crowd
To take me back to the sweet times
The hot nights
Everything is gonna be alright
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
And even if I have to wait til next year
I don't care
All I know is that I'll meet you there
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
That is where I'll be
So let me run
I'll dream until my head weighs 16 tonnes
And when I wake sometime in June
I'll say
Take me back to the sweet times
The hot nights
Everything is gonna be alright
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
And even if I have to wait til next year
I don't care
All I know is that I'll meet you there
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
Take me back to the sweet times
The hot nights
Everything is gonna be alright
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
And even if I have to wait til next year
I don't care
All I know is that I'll meet you there
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
That is where I'll be
wahaha, well its awsum. and if it's a single i NEED it!
ummm, we cant find ma's keys....we've practically lookeed EVERYWHERE...and its gone!! but nevamind. i'll come crawling back soon!!!
aiitey. im outt! catchaz all soon!!
OOOOHHHHHHHH.....i cant forget..im getting my L's 2MORO!!!!!!! bahahahahahahahhahahaa
watch out vic roads. u'll never stop me!!!! excelent!! hiss*mad scientist effect*
well i think i'l be watchn the HEFELUMP show 2moro!!!!!!! im sooooooooooooooooooooo excited! :] BUT YEA. I GOTTA FINISH MY WORK....arrrgghhh. so much for gettn it outta the way 1st up!! aiii...well yupz. oke oke.....adiiosssss ameeeegoz!
smash/crash n burnnnnn babyy burrnnn!!!
who's grace was rockn!! shame on youz who didnt make your presence known!
hmmm, well newayz, that was realllllllyyyy koooll!!, like all the dancing!! and the singing!! {*sigh, bianka chen...she'z seriously beautiful...and her VOICE!!!! goshhhh...took my breath away. cant believe the guys din fall in love with her already!~!...evn tho she hadda bf. }
oke oke. back to it! umm. THE MAGICIAN!!! mate that was AWSUMMMMMM!! tho i coulda cried becos he din choose me for his assistant!! broke my heart!! *crash
well yupz....wat else? ummm....went to morning service on sunday...and...then suzii and sundaii came over and we all watched 'first daughter' the first chik flick ina LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time. i really mean it. n i coulda gone without it too!. cos i'ver mooved outta that phase and definately dont wanna go back there!! and the shopping too. im sick of it. honestly. i cant stand it. simply cos it's all my old ways teasing back at me. i dont like shopping. i dunno what mlaysia's gonna do to me, but i've come to the decision that my trip back will be my mission field. and when the mission team join us again, i'll holiday!. ehehe. so yupz. ummmmm...
oh yea, back to the chikflik. it wasnt evn that good, tho i cried, its sooooo insane! cos i always take up the character of whoever's feeling sad. and cos sam {main character} went thru soo much crappp, ,i was like. crying, it was soo saaaadddd, ,and i hate being saaddddd....the ending wasn evn that good!!!!! it wasnt HAPPY enough!!!! gosshhh, and then afta that all of us were feeling.....i dunno, ,weird. n so ali run's up and gets her kelly clarkson album and they all listen to the depressing songs and im like....oh plz dont...
yuupz....well newayz....ummmmmm, fastforward to sunday nite. afta a very awsum wellbeing service, we go for supppperrrrrrrr. for once in agess im alowd out. mate we all up to clayton n pop into 'river kwai' its not the best place and i wouldn advise it. but somebody there liked it. for some STRANGE reason. well who was there: ME, ,ali, suzii, jojo and mum and dad, mikee, that guy {only guy i didn kno}, yubz, pasta, russel sage, elton, andrew and gf...well i think it's his gf...suzii asked if it was his wife? wahahahaha...yupz
well us all ate there....it was funny.....i hogged mikee's camera and make movies. the last one went for ages. it was about evry1 going cross-eyed!! it was HILARIOUS!!!!! ehehehe. well i useed up all the memory!! *goo me!! go me!! cheers*
oke oke...song time...i love this song!!!!!!! its sooooooooo.....sweeeeeet-as!!
in the summertime: thristy merc
I don't have a job
I never liked them
I just wanna play in the sunshine
They say I was wrong
But I know better
I live my life like I'm dying
Gimme a chance
I'll do my best to kick and scream and dance
When winter comes I'll turn around
Take me back to the sweet times
The hot nights
Everything is gonna be alright
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
And even if I have to wait til next year
I don't care
All I know is that I'll meet you there
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
That is where I'll be
I can't complain
Cos I'm still breathing
There's nobody breathing down my neck now
Gimme a go
Like an open furnace setting fire to snow
When winter comes I'll ask the crowd
To take me back to the sweet times
The hot nights
Everything is gonna be alright
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
And even if I have to wait til next year
I don't care
All I know is that I'll meet you there
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
That is where I'll be
So let me run
I'll dream until my head weighs 16 tonnes
And when I wake sometime in June
I'll say
Take me back to the sweet times
The hot nights
Everything is gonna be alright
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
And even if I have to wait til next year
I don't care
All I know is that I'll meet you there
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
Take me back to the sweet times
The hot nights
Everything is gonna be alright
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
And even if I have to wait til next year
I don't care
All I know is that I'll meet you there
In the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
Baby, in the summertime
That is where I'll be
wahaha, well its awsum. and if it's a single i NEED it!
ummm, we cant find ma's keys....we've practically lookeed EVERYWHERE...and its gone!! but nevamind. i'll come crawling back soon!!!
aiitey. im outt! catchaz all soon!!
OOOOHHHHHHHH.....i cant forget..im getting my L's 2MORO!!!!!!! bahahahahahahahhahahaa
watch out vic roads. u'll never stop me!!!! excelent!! hiss*mad scientist effect*
well i think i'l be watchn the HEFELUMP show 2moro!!!!!!! im sooooooooooooooooooooo excited! :] BUT YEA. I GOTTA FINISH MY WORK....arrrgghhh. so much for gettn it outta the way 1st up!! aiii...well yupz. oke oke.....adiiosssss ameeeegoz!
smash/crash n burnnnnn babyy burrnnn!!!
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
who am i?
Over time You've healed so much in me,
And I am living proof.
That although my darkest hour had come,
Your light could still shine through.
Though at times it's just enought to cast,
A shadow on the wall.
I am grateful that you've shined your light on me at all.
Who Am I, That you would love me so gently?
Who Am I, That you would recognize my name?
Who Am I, That you would speak to me so softly?
Conversation with the Lord most high.
Who Am I?
Oh Amazing Grace how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost, But now am found.
Was blind, But now I see.
And the more I sing that sweet old song,
The more I understand.
That I do not comprehend this
love that's coming from your hand.
Who Am I, That you would love me so gently?
Who Am I, That you would recognize my name?
Who Am I, That you would speak to me so softly?
Conversation with the Lord most high.
Who Am I?
Grace, grace.
God's grace.
Grace that will pardon, and clense within.
Grace, grace.
God's great grace.
Grace that is greater than all my sin.
Who Am I, That you would love me so gently?
Who Am I, That you would recognize my name?
Who Am I, That you would speak to me so softly?
Conversation with the Lord most high.
Who Am I?
Lord, Who Am I?
Who Am I?
Lord Who Am I?
Who Am I?
Who Am I?
POINT OF GRACE: who am i
hmmm....talkd to leethea b4....and im making the pinboard...ali thinks its scary/weird...*shrugs she'll get used to it. its kinda nerly done! well im hoping to finish 2day. and then i hafta clean my room and then and and and....then we got prayer meet!!! cant wait!!! its gonan be awsum!!! :]uhhh....i still dunno mish's addresss, im ment to post her something, but silly her dun tell me her adresss.........
uh...what to say?? im excited abotu youth!! its gonna rock sick!!
jo jo's 21st soon...its formal --___________--"
i wanna be a wakko and rok up in some weirdo combination!! :]
JESUS; rock that doesn't roll
oke oke....im outta things to say...my lips are dry. i needa drink. cept that would require me to get off my lazy bumm and do something about it....see what holidays do to me?? they make me lazy as! ohh bummm
ARRRGGHHHHHH jesse mac-cart-knee....she'z no me? i know.
time...it doesnt belong to me...
it runs through my fingers
it hits the ground, disappears.
and is never seen again.
watch your time. 2moro's no promise
hmmm...i just realised i didn't shower yestaday. thought i'd share because i love grossing peepz out! wahaha. well i was in my pj's the whole time. and i hit the bed yestanite thinking....i havnt showered....ohh heck, it can wait
hence i slept. ehehe....i gotta take a shower now...catchaz!
Monday, June 27, 2005
LEVELLLL UPPPPPP
the 1st thing i did at camp was hop onto the tranpeleen and try to flip...yea, you guessed it. i fall on my face...and make my nose bleed...and get marks on my face...and make every1 laugh {myself included} ..
wahaha. well that was sooo typical. newayz. other than that. this year was different.
this year was more livable. however that might work. well all i known is that it was everything i didn't expect, yet expected all the same. it was soooo....weird
how to say??
God explained that it wasn't all about me. and that i wasnt all there was. but he also made it so that evn tho i wasnt spoken over, i wasnt dissapointed. yet when i started to think that this camp wasn't for me. it was for every1 else who was getting lotts outta it. he told me not to think that. cos this camp WAS for me, and that i needed to focus on Him n stuff....uhh. cant explain. but i'll try
i cant rely on the attention
i cant be the person everyone thinks i am
i cant feel sorry for myself
i have to look to him
must be the person God's plans for me say i am
i need to understand that it is about God
it's His ways, his plans, his voice
yet its also about me
its the words that count
the words that bring life and death
yet actions speak all the same
they will either support or conflict each other
awake; spirit gurl
2 dimentions.
live them both simultaneously
connected by me
connected by God
existant because of God
because of his love
because he is love
i will not cry anymore
be brought up
exalt God
forget self
dont be selfish
expect that which you desire in your heart
and then more
and reach for more
open your heart
annointing is everywhere
dont forget God
faith is NOW
hope is FUTURE
faith works in unity
we need G-U-T-S in the spirit {LOL}
faith is trust and confidence
prayer are when two are in love
joel2:28
its not about being jiggy.{wahahahah}
your sons and daughters will PROPHESY
see visions = video
BELIEVE
wisdom
knowledge
healing
tongues
diserning of spirits
the cause is bigger than the effect
step into jesus culture
God's word in my mouth is just as powerful as God's word in his mouth
how much your connected to God is how much He uses you!
new generation
we all have the same measure of faith. only, few practise it
take it all
take it all
take it all
take it all
may i be the living sacrifice. consumed by your fire
transformation
go up the mountain
be brought out of the crowd
pplz thinking can effect yout life
river of life that flows through and not around
the storehouse of bodyparts {WAHAHAHAHA} faith can get you a new leg/eye etc. ehehehe
2 dimentions
i soooo wanna live it that easily
dont give up
give it up to God
dont hang with the wrong crowd
God's got it under control
theres sooo much more. but yea, that's just snatches n patches of notes and thoughts i got from camp. i really openeedd my eyes n understanding. n i think my spiritgurl is more aware and awake now. for daz n dre, my standards for bf have rose a mile higher now. alot of thanx to God and russel sage. i dont care about relationship like that up to this point! its absolutely BEAUT! wahahaha. oOOhhhh though theres sooo much more to pray about now. more people to pray about etc etc/...more to learn and im sooo exciteed and i sooooo shouldnt be on the net now.
we talkd last night. ummm. me n the gurls who were still awake; about sex, media, relationships, body image, the pressure of the world. and then about God. n i think it was good. short convos. snatches here n there. it was good. caught up wit few chiks. breifly.
oOOOHhh. after last lesson, wen i pulld leeny aside n we prayed...{how many times?} well it was really good. i liked it. evn if nothing physical showed. something happened!! i know it did! serious, thats the song atm. serious. joy williams:
Do you ever get the feeling
People think you're crazy
Cause you trust what they can't see
Do you ever get the feeling
People think you&Mac are shallow
And you will change what you believe
But I'm not here to argue
About what others think and feel
Cause I'm not ashamed to tell anyone
What I know to be real
I'm serious about the stand I'm taking
Serious about the choice I'm making
Serious about the things that I believe
I'm serious about the talk I'm talking
The evidence is in the walk I'm walking
Serious about love and purity
I'm serious as I can be
I'm not the first to meet with laughter
And resistance from a disbelieving crowd
But I got to meet it head on
I'm just gonna keep on
Won't let it get me down
I'm not here to give up
Jesus didn't give up on me
Even when the goin' gets rough
I've promised God that I'll be
...serious about the stand I'm taking
Serious about the choice I'm making
Serious about the things that I believe
I'm serious about the talk I'm talking
The evidence is in the walk I'm walking
Serious about love and purity
I'm serious as I can be
Won't change my mind
Got to close the door
No time for goin' back
To what I had before
I'm so tired of playin' all these games
Cause the more I see what You mean to me
The more I want to say
im serious about the stand I'm taking
Serious about the choice I'm making
Serious about the things that I believe
I'm serious about the talk I'm talking
The evidence is in the walk I'm walking
Serious about love and purityI'm serious as I can be
i gtgg nowish. gotta find out how to do 3-way calls. needa call stefffi {poulos}
aiiite mates, catchaz~!
wahaha. well that was sooo typical. newayz. other than that. this year was different.
this year was more livable. however that might work. well all i known is that it was everything i didn't expect, yet expected all the same. it was soooo....weird
how to say??
God explained that it wasn't all about me. and that i wasnt all there was. but he also made it so that evn tho i wasnt spoken over, i wasnt dissapointed. yet when i started to think that this camp wasn't for me. it was for every1 else who was getting lotts outta it. he told me not to think that. cos this camp WAS for me, and that i needed to focus on Him n stuff....uhh. cant explain. but i'll try
i cant rely on the attention
i cant be the person everyone thinks i am
i cant feel sorry for myself
i have to look to him
must be the person God's plans for me say i am
i need to understand that it is about God
it's His ways, his plans, his voice
yet its also about me
its the words that count
the words that bring life and death
yet actions speak all the same
they will either support or conflict each other
awake; spirit gurl
2 dimentions.
live them both simultaneously
connected by me
connected by God
existant because of God
because of his love
because he is love
i will not cry anymore
be brought up
exalt God
forget self
dont be selfish
expect that which you desire in your heart
and then more
and reach for more
open your heart
annointing is everywhere
dont forget God
faith is NOW
hope is FUTURE
faith works in unity
we need G-U-T-S in the spirit {LOL}
faith is trust and confidence
prayer are when two are in love
joel2:28
its not about being jiggy.{wahahahah}
your sons and daughters will PROPHESY
see visions = video
BELIEVE
wisdom
knowledge
healing
tongues
diserning of spirits
the cause is bigger than the effect
step into jesus culture
God's word in my mouth is just as powerful as God's word in his mouth
how much your connected to God is how much He uses you!
new generation
we all have the same measure of faith. only, few practise it
take it all
take it all
take it all
take it all
may i be the living sacrifice. consumed by your fire
transformation
go up the mountain
be brought out of the crowd
pplz thinking can effect yout life
river of life that flows through and not around
the storehouse of bodyparts {WAHAHAHAHA} faith can get you a new leg/eye etc. ehehehe
2 dimentions
i soooo wanna live it that easily
dont give up
give it up to God
dont hang with the wrong crowd
God's got it under control
theres sooo much more. but yea, that's just snatches n patches of notes and thoughts i got from camp. i really openeedd my eyes n understanding. n i think my spiritgurl is more aware and awake now. for daz n dre, my standards for bf have rose a mile higher now. alot of thanx to God and russel sage. i dont care about relationship like that up to this point! its absolutely BEAUT! wahahaha. oOOhhhh though theres sooo much more to pray about now. more people to pray about etc etc/...more to learn and im sooo exciteed and i sooooo shouldnt be on the net now.
we talkd last night. ummm. me n the gurls who were still awake; about sex, media, relationships, body image, the pressure of the world. and then about God. n i think it was good. short convos. snatches here n there. it was good. caught up wit few chiks. breifly.
oOOOHhh. after last lesson, wen i pulld leeny aside n we prayed...{how many times?} well it was really good. i liked it. evn if nothing physical showed. something happened!! i know it did! serious, thats the song atm. serious. joy williams:
Do you ever get the feeling
People think you're crazy
Cause you trust what they can't see
Do you ever get the feeling
People think you&Mac are shallow
And you will change what you believe
But I'm not here to argue
About what others think and feel
Cause I'm not ashamed to tell anyone
What I know to be real
I'm serious about the stand I'm taking
Serious about the choice I'm making
Serious about the things that I believe
I'm serious about the talk I'm talking
The evidence is in the walk I'm walking
Serious about love and purity
I'm serious as I can be
I'm not the first to meet with laughter
And resistance from a disbelieving crowd
But I got to meet it head on
I'm just gonna keep on
Won't let it get me down
I'm not here to give up
Jesus didn't give up on me
Even when the goin' gets rough
I've promised God that I'll be
...serious about the stand I'm taking
Serious about the choice I'm making
Serious about the things that I believe
I'm serious about the talk I'm talking
The evidence is in the walk I'm walking
Serious about love and purity
I'm serious as I can be
Won't change my mind
Got to close the door
No time for goin' back
To what I had before
I'm so tired of playin' all these games
Cause the more I see what You mean to me
The more I want to say
im serious about the stand I'm taking
Serious about the choice I'm making
Serious about the things that I believe
I'm serious about the talk I'm talking
The evidence is in the walk I'm walking
Serious about love and purityI'm serious as I can be
i gtgg nowish. gotta find out how to do 3-way calls. needa call stefffi {poulos}
aiiite mates, catchaz~!
Thursday, June 23, 2005
boo
"if something goes wrong. blame the guy who cant speak english!!"
"if it weren't for electricity, we'd all be watching television by candlelight!"
"if chicken powder is made of chiken, what's baby powder made of?"
yup....uhhh, 2day was koool!! im not sucha loner in class nemore. well, its pretty funny. uhhh, tho joey and kav are convinced that somehow i am a man....hmmmm, dre would agree.
well yea, im getting more comfy around all the fellaz. n yea, so conversations start. they all jopke around sooo much, like they prank each other, so 2day's victim was shane. wahaha, it was sooo stooopid!!! its not that funny, but it was at the time.
welll i gottta get off at 8 to start my accounting work...or i get my butt whoopd on last day. n that wouldnt be too good would it??
hmmm. im a complete noooob with wood!!!! ohhh bummm!! i got a semester to catch up on! but its gonan be all good. i think. i know. that's riiite!!!! hmmm, funky song on now. i like it. hiphopy/rap etc,....
aiiiitey. i'll catchaz all later oke?
call if anything!!!
CATCHyaz
"if it weren't for electricity, we'd all be watching television by candlelight!"
"if chicken powder is made of chiken, what's baby powder made of?"
yup....uhhh, 2day was koool!! im not sucha loner in class nemore. well, its pretty funny. uhhh, tho joey and kav are convinced that somehow i am a man....hmmmm, dre would agree.
well yea, im getting more comfy around all the fellaz. n yea, so conversations start. they all jopke around sooo much, like they prank each other, so 2day's victim was shane. wahaha, it was sooo stooopid!!! its not that funny, but it was at the time.
welll i gottta get off at 8 to start my accounting work...or i get my butt whoopd on last day. n that wouldnt be too good would it??
hmmm. im a complete noooob with wood!!!! ohhh bummm!! i got a semester to catch up on! but its gonan be all good. i think. i know. that's riiite!!!! hmmm, funky song on now. i like it. hiphopy/rap etc,....
aiiiitey. i'll catchaz all later oke?
call if anything!!!
CATCHyaz
Monday, June 20, 2005
i am the KING!! bahahaha. [wears hungryjacks crown] *turns to vicky* noo banquo!! u will never rule!! I AM MACDUFFF!!!!!!!
wassssuppp????
2day was quite.....funny? i dunno...my english class enjoys my presence already!!! i could tell my the little eraser bits that were chucked our way...sooo...whilst listening ever to intently to the macbedwash tape and while nagena caught up with some sleep, we were quite suddenly interupted by a horde of cut up eraser bits. yes, actually they flew ever so gracefully over the table inbetween us and bombarded our very mundain? mundane? mondain? whateva, well they just made life sooooo much more interesting!! so we had a very interesting, pointless, eventful eraser-bit-war, all the while trying not to get caught my mz/mrs/miss smith [not the assasin :] n yea. a couple or more times the guys got caught launching an attack. so i guess it was an even battle. 3 gurls [actually 2, em din do a thing!!] me n nagena against...how many guys?? like 6....i dont evn know their names. n it was evn more amusing cos we were on oposite sides of the room. n mz/miss/mrs smith din haffa clue wat was going on!! she was waaaayyy too deep into macbedwash. sheesh...
newayz
wattt else??? my 'healthy diet' is dying already.....day3....it was a given....it kinda enforces the saying: "youve tried your best and failed miserably, moral of story: never try again" saw that on some1's msn nic.....
yupz.....i hope u can read this mikeee, im trying to improve on my writing legible whatever skills!...uhhhhh, lost 4 words. what to saaayyyy????
i think i'll just chuck up some lyrics now....havnt done that ina while....:
i only heard this song once....i liked it. by nichole nordeman. [she's got the koolesttt name!!]
brave
The gate is wide
The road is paved in moderation
The crowd is kind and quick to pull you in
Welcome to the middle ground
You're safe and sound and
Until now it's where I've been
'Cause it's been fear that ties me down to everything
But it's been love, Your love, that cuts the strings
So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
The way it always was Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave
I am small
And I speak when I'm spoken to
But I am willing to risk it all
I say Your name
Just Your name and I'm ready to jump
Even ready to fall...
Why did I take this vow of compromise?
Why did I try to keep it all inside?
So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
The way it always was Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave
I've never known a fire that didn't begin with a flame
Every storm will start with just a drop of rain
But if you believe in me
That changes everything
So long, I'm gone
So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
I wanna be brave
The way it always was Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave
yupz. ummm, ohh btw. i got a letter in the mail. from kailynn, it was awsum! she's awsum!! was really sweet of her.....
hmmm, dez n mish goin malaysia. bahahahahaha. astalabista baby!! ehehe. well its not loong. not loong enough to miss yaz newayz! :] come back baring gifts!!!! wahahahaha
mm hmmm...newayz....ima off now.
CATCHAZ
2day was quite.....funny? i dunno...my english class enjoys my presence already!!! i could tell my the little eraser bits that were chucked our way...sooo...whilst listening ever to intently to the macbedwash tape and while nagena caught up with some sleep, we were quite suddenly interupted by a horde of cut up eraser bits. yes, actually they flew ever so gracefully over the table inbetween us and bombarded our very mundain? mundane? mondain? whateva, well they just made life sooooo much more interesting!! so we had a very interesting, pointless, eventful eraser-bit-war, all the while trying not to get caught my mz/mrs/miss smith [not the assasin :] n yea. a couple or more times the guys got caught launching an attack. so i guess it was an even battle. 3 gurls [actually 2, em din do a thing!!] me n nagena against...how many guys?? like 6....i dont evn know their names. n it was evn more amusing cos we were on oposite sides of the room. n mz/miss/mrs smith din haffa clue wat was going on!! she was waaaayyy too deep into macbedwash. sheesh...
newayz
wattt else??? my 'healthy diet' is dying already.....day3....it was a given....it kinda enforces the saying: "youve tried your best and failed miserably, moral of story: never try again" saw that on some1's msn nic.....
yupz.....i hope u can read this mikeee, im trying to improve on my writing legible whatever skills!...uhhhhh, lost 4 words. what to saaayyyy????
i think i'll just chuck up some lyrics now....havnt done that ina while....:
i only heard this song once....i liked it. by nichole nordeman. [she's got the koolesttt name!!]
brave
The gate is wide
The road is paved in moderation
The crowd is kind and quick to pull you in
Welcome to the middle ground
You're safe and sound and
Until now it's where I've been
'Cause it's been fear that ties me down to everything
But it's been love, Your love, that cuts the strings
So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
The way it always was Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave
I am small
And I speak when I'm spoken to
But I am willing to risk it all
I say Your name
Just Your name and I'm ready to jump
Even ready to fall...
Why did I take this vow of compromise?
Why did I try to keep it all inside?
So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
The way it always was Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave
I've never known a fire that didn't begin with a flame
Every storm will start with just a drop of rain
But if you believe in me
That changes everything
So long, I'm gone
So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
I wanna be brave
The way it always was Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave
yupz. ummm, ohh btw. i got a letter in the mail. from kailynn, it was awsum! she's awsum!! was really sweet of her.....
hmmm, dez n mish goin malaysia. bahahahahaha. astalabista baby!! ehehe. well its not loong. not loong enough to miss yaz newayz! :] come back baring gifts!!!! wahahahaha
mm hmmm...newayz....ima off now.
CATCHAZ
Friday, June 17, 2005
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Dear God,
Thank you for today, for making it so that when i woke up, i was under a roof... thank you that when i woke up, my friends were still around me, the dark clouds still existed, that the funny loud sounding birds were still not extinct... thank you that i had more than just torn clothes to wear and that i woke up in an environment that i could breathe in...
thank you God, for allowing me to get to school today by a vehicle and not by walking, thank you that when i was at school, i was able to speak and actually say hi to my friends. Thank you that i was able to see the sights, meet the people... thank you that i was able to hear what my teachers were talking about and thankyou that when they spoke, you gave me the choice whether i wanted to understand or not... thank you for loving me enough to let me choose what i want to do... thank you for allowing the climate to change during the day and for giving me clothes and indoor places to help with the change... thank you for allowing me to see the miracle of a day so many times...
Everything else, the part where you spoke to me, the part where you used the sun and the light to say hi, where you blew the wind into me like a hug, where you used my friend to tell me that you love me, where you took hundreds of years to grow those trees on the mountain so that i could look at it for a few seconds, where you gave me the chance to even concieve the idea that you exist, where you showed me in a million different ways that you care about me... you never had to do any of that, i don't deserve any of that, but you did it anyway, jst cos u love me that much, so thanks for that too...
Dear God... thank you for allowing me to even wake up today... and thank you for giving me today just to tell me that you love me...
[that was josssss's prayer. i thought it was rockn. hope he dun mind >.<]
well the bold parts i fell in love with!! wahahahaha...they were just the small things....i lvoe the small things. the whole prayer was rockn.
hmmm....2day i spent 2 free periods wit ben. not our ben, but the other ben?? wahahahaha.
Thank you for today, for making it so that when i woke up, i was under a roof... thank you that when i woke up, my friends were still around me, the dark clouds still existed, that the funny loud sounding birds were still not extinct... thank you that i had more than just torn clothes to wear and that i woke up in an environment that i could breathe in...
thank you God, for allowing me to get to school today by a vehicle and not by walking, thank you that when i was at school, i was able to speak and actually say hi to my friends. Thank you that i was able to see the sights, meet the people... thank you that i was able to hear what my teachers were talking about and thankyou that when they spoke, you gave me the choice whether i wanted to understand or not... thank you for loving me enough to let me choose what i want to do... thank you for allowing the climate to change during the day and for giving me clothes and indoor places to help with the change... thank you for allowing me to see the miracle of a day so many times...
Everything else, the part where you spoke to me, the part where you used the sun and the light to say hi, where you blew the wind into me like a hug, where you used my friend to tell me that you love me, where you took hundreds of years to grow those trees on the mountain so that i could look at it for a few seconds, where you gave me the chance to even concieve the idea that you exist, where you showed me in a million different ways that you care about me... you never had to do any of that, i don't deserve any of that, but you did it anyway, jst cos u love me that much, so thanks for that too...
Dear God... thank you for allowing me to even wake up today... and thank you for giving me today just to tell me that you love me...
[that was josssss's prayer. i thought it was rockn. hope he dun mind >.<]
well the bold parts i fell in love with!! wahahahaha...they were just the small things....i lvoe the small things. the whole prayer was rockn.
hmmm....2day i spent 2 free periods wit ben. not our ben, but the other ben?? wahahahaha.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
ur weak, tired, fall back...on me
catch? im too heavy.
im strong
its gonna hurt, trust me.
i can handle it
i dont want u to.
u'll be standing ready anyway? just because...?
i love you.
thats nice. i love u too...
u'll never understand
u cant leave me alone can u?
i dont want to.
oke. i'll fall back onto you
...wait, i need to do something first...
isn't that always the case?
i catch myself duing it all the time.
like i starve myself, trying to runn on energy that i looong used up
thinking i'll be oke.
am i oke? *shrugs. my life is good. im happy, but spiritually...its aLOT different. that's how it always is riite? lol. im livn a double life. not that its completely opposite. just different...
i gotta go beddy now.
too many pplz read this. oh! go get a life?!!? :]
rok on!
catch? im too heavy.
im strong
its gonna hurt, trust me.
i can handle it
i dont want u to.
u'll be standing ready anyway? just because...?
i love you.
thats nice. i love u too...
u'll never understand
u cant leave me alone can u?
i dont want to.
oke. i'll fall back onto you
...wait, i need to do something first...
isn't that always the case?
i catch myself duing it all the time.
like i starve myself, trying to runn on energy that i looong used up
thinking i'll be oke.
am i oke? *shrugs. my life is good. im happy, but spiritually...its aLOT different. that's how it always is riite? lol. im livn a double life. not that its completely opposite. just different...
i gotta go beddy now.
too many pplz read this. oh! go get a life?!!? :]
rok on!
Monday, June 13, 2005
whooooaaaa, lots 2 blogg!!!
letts start wit yestaday, since thats the furthest i can remember...ahem...
oke...woke up st...cant remember, oOOhhh i remember now. i woke up n had to clean my room so that i could go 2 crossmovement meet, then the whole insidnet about the 'CORNER' it was very insane...frustrating kinda insane. newayz, i got 2 go 2 meet, n then we finishd up n joonah, pasta n [bumm!, 4got his name~!] well yea, they come n we leav suzii in their hands, oOOh yea, it was joonah's burfday too! n they were going to steamboaT in ct somewhere... so dre goes takes me home from meet at eg, n then we go in n i clean my 'CORNER' n then ask if we can go out 4 ribbs for dinner n come back later....yada yada, rents are in good mood, curfew being 11.
so we go 2 koorong 1st, cos dre gotta buy bible for nikole [otha chik] cos aileeny wants her 2 have a bible. n yea, so we go n i hang around the musioc section n i end up buying a cd, dre just gave it 2 me, n i listend 2 it n i liked it!...so yea. i bought it. was $30 n then 15% off was like...$25, which was more reasonable. well album is FALLINGUP by crashings. its pop/rock/punk....weird...i like it!
newayz, yea. so afta koooroong we go the loong way 2 dez's place somewhere in ct, cos we had sooo much time 2 kill!, so yea. we went 2 ct n drove around n then went 2 dez's apartment....so we walk in n his like "im locked outside my apartment" -________-" so yea, we go up the elevator [me jumping] wit the chik who can open up dez's apartment. mm hmmm, newayz. to be blunt n honest. its borrrriinnggg. so we went in n trried to trash it. maded it abit more intersting. tried to put different things in the microwave... n yea, me n dre tried playing tennis. n yea, ali trtieed playing warcraft...n yea....hmmm, so we bummd in this little TINY place till we decided to go n eat ribbs, n by then dre askd if we wanteed 2 go 2 his work n eat, for free [only hada pay for drinks] so yea, buffet!! all u can eat!! that was funn as!!!
mainly cos it was like a whole new experience. like im soooo not usedd to such a posh, rich ppl dinning. but yea, i tried to abuse it as much as i could. n yea, the waiters are funny..i felt liek sucha noob. like i din know if u hadda eat wit table manners n stuff, cos i dont have table manners n stuff. but yea, it was prettty funny. i tried to make a mess...n yea...oOOh that reminds me. dre decidedd to nic me 'slick' n his gonan call me that now...*shrugs, weirdo. but i rkn he'll 4get in a week.
yupzzz...newayz, ,so afta eating our fill [oOOh yea, ,2wards the end of our dinner, dre n dez startd gettng stooopid n inapropriate... their possibly mb the dirtiest combination!!
well yea, ummmmmm...yupz, then dre sends me n ali back home EARLY, thats mb the 1st time we came back. soo erly too! at 10:30. mm hmmm...
soo yea, skip 2 next day....sunday was pretty weird....cbb sharing, u figure it out urselves, or use ur imagination n guess wat i did on sunday!!
oOOohhh i remmebr friday, it was hectic!! went 2 ct n met steffi, n went 2 crown 2 watch one of the worse movies. [upside of anger] i think it was one of the worst movies, cos it was plainly stooopid, only 2 funny parts i can remember. n cos evry other movie iv seen has been good....yupz...newayz, friday was really really weird...n then youth, i went n nearly cried myself out. i felt like i had sooo much burden, i couldn sing praise n worship. i just stood there n finanly askd god 2 take it all. the strange thing is...that evrything was going good. i din kno y i was soo heavy!! n yea. i think i was holdn both the burdens i 4got i had, or neva knew existed and the burdnes of others. it was insane. well i crieed myself out n i came back halfway thru daz's teachn...n then paster...being the blunt he is, afta 20mins..."ey nikki, u bn crying?" wahahaha...i was like -______-" "yea,duh" i think evry1 was just like abit stumpd at that. cos it was soooooooo obvious....my eyes were red n crappp but *shrugs. it was funny...
well yea....ummmmmmm
thats all i feel like bloggn 2nite......gnitez all!!....any prayer requests? n thanx if im in ur prayers....oOOh yea, just hafta mention kailyn...THANX SOOO MUCH!! u rok! the letter was in PREFECT timing!!!!...well, , thats it 4 2nite!
God bless yaaz!
keep smiling!
the day's not over yet....wait.....wahahaha
oke oke....catchaz all later oke?? that'd be awsum!! oOOoh yea, n pplz wanna see coach carter???
oh tuesday?
letts start wit yestaday, since thats the furthest i can remember...ahem...
oke...woke up st...cant remember, oOOhhh i remember now. i woke up n had to clean my room so that i could go 2 crossmovement meet, then the whole insidnet about the 'CORNER' it was very insane...frustrating kinda insane. newayz, i got 2 go 2 meet, n then we finishd up n joonah, pasta n [bumm!, 4got his name~!] well yea, they come n we leav suzii in their hands, oOOh yea, it was joonah's burfday too! n they were going to steamboaT in ct somewhere... so dre goes takes me home from meet at eg, n then we go in n i clean my 'CORNER' n then ask if we can go out 4 ribbs for dinner n come back later....yada yada, rents are in good mood, curfew being 11.
so we go 2 koorong 1st, cos dre gotta buy bible for nikole [otha chik] cos aileeny wants her 2 have a bible. n yea, so we go n i hang around the musioc section n i end up buying a cd, dre just gave it 2 me, n i listend 2 it n i liked it!...so yea. i bought it. was $30 n then 15% off was like...$25, which was more reasonable. well album is FALLINGUP by crashings. its pop/rock/punk....weird...i like it!
newayz, yea. so afta koooroong we go the loong way 2 dez's place somewhere in ct, cos we had sooo much time 2 kill!, so yea. we went 2 ct n drove around n then went 2 dez's apartment....so we walk in n his like "im locked outside my apartment" -________-" so yea, we go up the elevator [me jumping] wit the chik who can open up dez's apartment. mm hmmm, newayz. to be blunt n honest. its borrrriinnggg. so we went in n trried to trash it. maded it abit more intersting. tried to put different things in the microwave... n yea, me n dre tried playing tennis. n yea, ali trtieed playing warcraft...n yea....hmmm, so we bummd in this little TINY place till we decided to go n eat ribbs, n by then dre askd if we wanteed 2 go 2 his work n eat, for free [only hada pay for drinks] so yea, buffet!! all u can eat!! that was funn as!!!
mainly cos it was like a whole new experience. like im soooo not usedd to such a posh, rich ppl dinning. but yea, i tried to abuse it as much as i could. n yea, the waiters are funny..i felt liek sucha noob. like i din know if u hadda eat wit table manners n stuff, cos i dont have table manners n stuff. but yea, it was prettty funny. i tried to make a mess...n yea...oOOh that reminds me. dre decidedd to nic me 'slick' n his gonan call me that now...*shrugs, weirdo. but i rkn he'll 4get in a week.
yupzzz...newayz, ,so afta eating our fill [oOOh yea, ,2wards the end of our dinner, dre n dez startd gettng stooopid n inapropriate... their possibly mb the dirtiest combination!!
well yea, ummmmmm...yupz, then dre sends me n ali back home EARLY, thats mb the 1st time we came back. soo erly too! at 10:30. mm hmmm...
soo yea, skip 2 next day....sunday was pretty weird....cbb sharing, u figure it out urselves, or use ur imagination n guess wat i did on sunday!!
oOOohhh i remmebr friday, it was hectic!! went 2 ct n met steffi, n went 2 crown 2 watch one of the worse movies. [upside of anger] i think it was one of the worst movies, cos it was plainly stooopid, only 2 funny parts i can remember. n cos evry other movie iv seen has been good....yupz...newayz, friday was really really weird...n then youth, i went n nearly cried myself out. i felt like i had sooo much burden, i couldn sing praise n worship. i just stood there n finanly askd god 2 take it all. the strange thing is...that evrything was going good. i din kno y i was soo heavy!! n yea. i think i was holdn both the burdens i 4got i had, or neva knew existed and the burdnes of others. it was insane. well i crieed myself out n i came back halfway thru daz's teachn...n then paster...being the blunt he is, afta 20mins..."ey nikki, u bn crying?" wahahaha...i was like -______-" "yea,duh" i think evry1 was just like abit stumpd at that. cos it was soooooooo obvious....my eyes were red n crappp but *shrugs. it was funny...
well yea....ummmmmmm
thats all i feel like bloggn 2nite......gnitez all!!....any prayer requests? n thanx if im in ur prayers....oOOh yea, just hafta mention kailyn...THANX SOOO MUCH!! u rok! the letter was in PREFECT timing!!!!...well, , thats it 4 2nite!
God bless yaaz!
keep smiling!
the day's not over yet....wait.....wahahaha
oke oke....catchaz all later oke?? that'd be awsum!! oOOoh yea, n pplz wanna see coach carter???
oh tuesday?
Friday, June 10, 2005
boring againnnnnnnnnnn {lips r chapt}
hmmm...
spent day wit leeethea. was shortt, sweet. talkd abit. going to try catch up more...was ment 2 spend a lil time wit jaz b4 i went off wit leethea. cept then luminus effect [or half of it] was outside singin away...could she resist? such an awsum voice is prevoked by tune riite? wahahahaha. their all pretty awsum! soo yea...will hafta catch up wit her later....i love my english class! & in wood im still abit of a stranger...*shrugs...rnt we always?
well newayz...im tired...i needa call stefffi n organise movie 2moro....gonna catch up wit her...i hafta! wahaha. it'd be aws! newayz....uhh....i dunno wat 2 say. vidu's aiite now. lol {the guy hu i mentiond a while bak, being the jerk off user} wahaha...well i guess now we're gonan be friends. cos yea...on the day of the GAT we walkd around 2getha *shrugs. he waited 4 me 2 get my stuff, n i dunno y. but yea. so we walkd up 2 senior centre, n realised we needed our vcaa candidate number! wahaha so we hurry 2 scitech n login n chek ours out. n then he says he needa pee, n he told me about his i-need-to-pee situation during the acc3&4 exam! i was like --_____--" yea i really needed to know riite? well newayz....i wait 4 him. n then we go in n stuff. its aiite. cos he changed subjects too, we're in same acc class now. *shrugs. God's really weird. wahahhaa, n lovn him 4 it!
uhh...talk 2 leon now. like. asif casual friends. its aws~! likeb4 i used to just look @ each other. or ignore. n then we startd acknowledgin each otha's presence. like he'd nod n i'd smile wen we saw each other. n then we startd sayn hi. n now we just blabb wen we're @ the lockerz @ same time. wahahah. its awsum too!
hmmmm....yea. uhh, talk 2 ravii a tad more...ummmmmm...*shrugs. i dunno. newayz. raviii owes me alottta drinks. but i'll be nice. i only want a few. mm hmmmm.....
newayz....i dunno hwat 2 say. i need sleep. my eyes feel funny...aileeenies prezzy was due agess ago!!! cant believe i keep puttn it off!!! >.< ohh bummm!!! hmmm....i dunno wat 2 say.
trying not 2 watch tv.
it makes me remember wat the worldy desires are.
h8 it. like it makes u feel u need more than u have.
makes u unsatisfied
telling you, ya need all this money
cool clothes...its comical
a bf/gf will keep u sane, cos ur loved {pfft, who wants to be sane?}
n that sex is trivial {wuuurrrr, its soo...unkool!}
etc etc...
i dont really wanna see mr. n mrs. smith. oke oke...ima off now....
rok on!
spent day wit leeethea. was shortt, sweet. talkd abit. going to try catch up more...was ment 2 spend a lil time wit jaz b4 i went off wit leethea. cept then luminus effect [or half of it] was outside singin away...could she resist? such an awsum voice is prevoked by tune riite? wahahahaha. their all pretty awsum! soo yea...will hafta catch up wit her later....i love my english class! & in wood im still abit of a stranger...*shrugs...rnt we always?
well newayz...im tired...i needa call stefffi n organise movie 2moro....gonna catch up wit her...i hafta! wahaha. it'd be aws! newayz....uhh....i dunno wat 2 say. vidu's aiite now. lol {the guy hu i mentiond a while bak, being the jerk off user} wahaha...well i guess now we're gonan be friends. cos yea...on the day of the GAT we walkd around 2getha *shrugs. he waited 4 me 2 get my stuff, n i dunno y. but yea. so we walkd up 2 senior centre, n realised we needed our vcaa candidate number! wahaha so we hurry 2 scitech n login n chek ours out. n then he says he needa pee, n he told me about his i-need-to-pee situation during the acc3&4 exam! i was like --_____--" yea i really needed to know riite? well newayz....i wait 4 him. n then we go in n stuff. its aiite. cos he changed subjects too, we're in same acc class now. *shrugs. God's really weird. wahahhaa, n lovn him 4 it!
uhh...talk 2 leon now. like. asif casual friends. its aws~! likeb4 i used to just look @ each other. or ignore. n then we startd acknowledgin each otha's presence. like he'd nod n i'd smile wen we saw each other. n then we startd sayn hi. n now we just blabb wen we're @ the lockerz @ same time. wahahah. its awsum too!
hmmmm....yea. uhh, talk 2 ravii a tad more...ummmmmm...*shrugs. i dunno. newayz. raviii owes me alottta drinks. but i'll be nice. i only want a few. mm hmmmm.....
newayz....i dunno hwat 2 say. i need sleep. my eyes feel funny...aileeenies prezzy was due agess ago!!! cant believe i keep puttn it off!!! >.< ohh bummm!!! hmmm....i dunno wat 2 say.
trying not 2 watch tv.
it makes me remember wat the worldy desires are.
h8 it. like it makes u feel u need more than u have.
makes u unsatisfied
telling you, ya need all this money
cool clothes...its comical
a bf/gf will keep u sane, cos ur loved {pfft, who wants to be sane?}
n that sex is trivial {wuuurrrr, its soo...unkool!}
etc etc...
i dont really wanna see mr. n mrs. smith. oke oke...ima off now....
rok on!
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